LYRICS FROM SONG BELONG TO Sixx A.M. - Life is Beautiful.

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[You can't quit until you try
You can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

This life can't begin until it's over.

This life I've lived has harbored nothing but the pent up emotions of longing and hatred that my people awakened into me all those years ago. I spend dreadfully long days gazing into my own soul, my very heart, trying to grasp any tiny piece of evidence that shows I should remain here amongst the living. And yet, the nights are fast, with a somber breeze that does nothing but irritate my deadly eyes as I gaze endlessly into the abyss that my tear gem forms, nothing but an open ended tunnel leading me head on into the trouble and misery of my life.

Life can't stop until it begins.

[You can't breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you're the joke
There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Can't you hear me calling you?

I narrow my eyes in irritation and disgust as I gaze upon my mother's stone, the tiny jewel threatening to wither away into nothing but dust as my fingers crush the very life out of it. It disgusts me to see my life, my reflection, taunting me in that near perfect stone. Clasping my hand over the reflective orb I scoff, what am I to care? That person in the stone was not me, it was nobody, a person no one would recognize and yet all the same the very person I longed to be. The very person I was, all those years ago.