A/N: Jack, Gwen & Ianto. How the team cope after the sudden deaths of Toshiko & Owen. Lyrics are 'When You're Gone' By 'Avril Lavigne. Sorry if you don't like but it's my 1st Torchwood fic so please be nice .x.
I
always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there
when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the
bed where you lie is made up on your side
When
you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much
I need you right now
Jack .x
Sitting at his desk he threw his hand down into his hands and sopped. It just wasn't fare Owen & Tosh, both valued members of Torchwood and even more valued friends. He suddenly remembered when he first met the pair of them, like Toshiko had said on her recording he had saved her once before, he was just so distraught that he couldn't this time. And Owen, he had helped him to come to terms with his fiancés death, and now it was him who was the one grieving, grieving for the loss of two of his close friends and colleagues. Surly he'd been threw death too many times for it to hurt him this much, but still his heart bled as he remembered their short time together.
When
you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're
gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're
gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you
Gwen .x.
She had never been good with death and other bad news, ever since she was a young girl. She remembers when she was about six her golden retriever, Maybel was hit by a car, her mother told her that the angels had taken her to doggy heaven but despite her mothers attempt to soften the blow, Gwen new that she'd died. Just like Tosh and Owen. They just…died…and she would never be able to see them again. It was a very dark and depressing thing to think, but she couldn't help it that's just the way death made her feel dark, lonely and depressed. As Rhys held her close to him she felt numb, her eyes where all red and puffy from crying and she couldn't even begin to explain the break in her heart to her husband. And even if she did manage to, it would only make things worse. She'd never felt so helpless in her life, it just made her realise what a delicate gift life was, even if it didn't always feel it.
I've
never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of
you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they
smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When
you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much
I need you right now
Ianto .x.
He felt as through his heart had been ripped from his chest, the last time he'd felt emotion pain the deep was when Lisa had died. And thinking of her as well as Toshiko and Owen made it 10 times worse. He couldn't believe that they were gone, it was only this morning that they were sitting in Torchwood laughing at a joke that Owen had made as he handed everyone their cups of tea. The world worked in mysterious ways, sickening, twisted and horrendously painful ways. He wasn't initially sure that they would be able to get on with their lives in Torchwood without them, but Jack had said they will and he trusted him.
We were
made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All
I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my
heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with
me, yeah
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