a/n hi my name is sarah and this story is based on somethings that happened in my life and things that happened in olivias life.im not new to writing fanfic even if there arnt up on this site and this is my 1st Svu related ff and the 1st one posted here

disclaimer:i hate that dick wolf becuz if i owned svu lol elliot and liv what me married and have kids and munch would be mine:D i just own me and my life

summary:Sarah grew up on her on. sHe was always self destructive. Helping others but never her self she would listen to there problems but never her on. Her mom was a drunk and she abused her every way but sexual thatâ–“s where she babysitters husband steped in and did it. Sarahs dad raped her mom.
She didnt have a childhood.Intill one day she might someone going through the same thing and her name was OLivia.

Her name was Sarah and she was the bad ass in her skool she was mostley an outcast but still had her friends and she was cool with everyone.She was into to things other kids her age didnt like(13 and 14 yr olds).She was like a an eguana always changing but going back to being her self.Sarah isnt always comfortable in her own skin shed look in the mirror and expect to see something different.She was in constant fight with her mother who was trying to change her but she wouldnt bugd.In skool sarah would fight with her peers. When times got tough she started drinking,smoking,and cutting. it made her feel better about her self and shed be able to deal with all the bad happening around her.

Sarah was a writer,she wrote stories,poems,and lyrics.She could sing but she would never admit it to anyone not even here self. She never thought she was pretty enough for any one let alone skinny enough(chunky not really fat)and she was always done one her self but she always talked to the only person she ever let into her heart and life and his name was elliot.

they were sitting in central park and sarah was crying she called him to come meet her

elliot:hey girl whats worng

sarah(sobing):it hurt el a lot and and i messed up again

she finally turned to him with a black eye and a split lip and a freash cut to her arm elliot gasped

elliot:omg what happened

sarah:he went to far this time el and i tried so hard to stop him but he wouldnt

elliot knew who she was talkiing about her ex babysitters husband he molested her when she was little

elliot:honey u mean...

sarah shoke her head fercley elliot grabbed her into a hug

elliot:come on girl lets take u to the hospital

she shoke her head no at first but then he reasured her it will be ok

a/n ok so tell me how u like it next chapter she will be in the hospital and meet olivia