Matt was always there for me, through thick and thin and now he is dead. I never did get the chance to say to him I loved him. Well I say loved but I do still love him and nothing can change that. Not even Death itself can stop me from loving Matt. To be honest I never realized the things he did for me that I took for granted. Like I would always send him out for my chocolate and never say thank you, or how I would always take my anger out on him…Wither it was physical of verbal abuse, he never said anything about it, and he just took it and never stopped me. My attitude never even changed towards him after he saved me when I blew up the Mafia hide out…Yes I was nicer to him for a few months but after that…it went back to the way things were and again he took it and always stayed loyal to me… Matt was like the Guardian Angel that I never knew I had.
I think Matt knew I loved him but I just decided to rarely show it. I can only remember showing any affection towards him once and that was when we were still at Whammy's, and all I gave him was a hug because he helped me pull the best prank ever on Near. It was the best prank ever. The look on Near's face was priceless. Matt hid in Near's Wardrobe and I hid behind his door, and when he walked into his room he never noticed me and walked strait to his wardrobe to get a jacket and Matt Jumped out at him and Near actually peed himself…Lucky I was recording it. But after Near told Roger, Matt and I had washing up duty for a month and Near got a restraining order put on both of us. But it was all worth it. Now that I think of it, I couldn't have done anything without Matt. Matt was like the Guardian Angel I never knew I had
Even the night before his death I was a total dick towards him. I kept thinking I was going to be the one to die and he kept trying to calm me down and was saying that everything would be fine and that we would both live. But he lied…I was the only one that lived Matt…you died and left me here all alone…you lied to me but I still love you. At least you can play your games for as long as you like now without me threatening to shoot them just to get you to do the washing up. Now that the Kira case has been solved I have nothing to do with myself. I wish it was me who had died that night and not you. You had done no wrong and could have done something with your life. Matt was the Guardian Angel I never knew I had.
All in all Matt, I love you and you were the Guardian Angel I never knew I had.
