A/N This is my first ever fanfic OMG! lol . Hope you like it Please Review
Disclaimer - I do not own doctor who!
Chapter 1- I miss you
The Doctor sat alone in the control room, It had been exactly a year since he'd lost his Rose. His heart still hadn't sewn up. There was no one in the whole universe that could take her place. The way she smiled, the way she dressed, the way her hand fit perfectly in his was totally unique. They thought they were unstoppable but then reality came crashing down on them, leaving them both heart broken and empty. In the great words of Shakespeare 'The course of true love never did run smooth.'
He sat there, waiting for Martha to get ready. He'd been waiting for longer that an hour, What the hell was she doing?
"Martha get a move on!" he shouted up to her.
"Coming" she replied, walking down the stairs. She came into the control room, wearing the usual red leather jacket and jeans.
"What took you so long?" he asked looking up at her.
"Hello, I was straightening my hair" she explained pointing at her head.
He never understood why it took women so long to get ready. Rose used to do it too but never as long as Martha! She took ridiculously long.
"Well it shouldn't take you an hour and five minuets" he replied grumpily, he really wasn't in the mood for this, not today.
"keep your knickers on grandad" she said cheekily but the Doctor wasn't laughing. He just stood up and walked away
"Doctor, What's wrong?" Martha asked concerned but he just ignored her and carried on walking.
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Rose sat up in her room, starring in the mirror her eyes were red and swollen. She hadn't slept much that night, in fact she hadn't had more than five hours sleep for at least 12 years. She had never quite moved on from the Doctor, her and Mickey broke up shortly after Bad Wolf Bay; still good friends though but really that was all she'd ever seen him as. Until she met the Doctor she didn't know what love was. She wiped her damp eyes and reached for her make-up bag. She had to say she must be the worlds best actress, to be able to hide most of the pain she was constantly in. People knew she wasn't the happiest of people in the world but know one knew why. If anyone asked they were faced with a deadly cold silence and the stare which told them they better shut up before they got there arse kicked.
"Mum" She turned quickly to see a girl stood in the door way.
"What?" She asked turning back round to hide the state of her eyes.
"Can you drop me off at school today please?" she pleaded. There was know way she was walking to school in the biter cold.
"Joanne, Why can't you walk it's not that far from the bus stop" Rose whined. Sometimes it was like she was the daughter and Joanne was the mother.
" well, number one it's freezing two, have a skirt on, three I've got mascara on and four I've just done my hair" she explained. She looked at her mother longingly. She had great, big chocolate eyes. She reminded Rose so much of her dad and the way she looked at her like that it was as if she was him.
"fine, get your bag I'll be down in a minuet" Rose said, rolling her eyes.
"thanks mum" Joanne said half way down the corridor.
Rose came into the kitchen to find her mum serving toast to the three kids sat at the table. She came up behind her little sister and pinched a bit of toast.
"MUM! Rose is eating my toast" she shouted at Jackie but she just rolled her eyes and looked at her two daughters.
"I never did" Rose said innocently, Smiling down at her younger sister.
"you two pack it in, you'd have thought you were as old as Molly" She said referring too the toddler sat at the opposite end of the table, happily munching on a piece of toast, coated in jam.
"Oh, look at the time. Better be getting to school. Amy do you want a lift," She asked, Amy nodded and smiled.
"come on then" Rose said picking up her keys. Both Amy and Joanne went rushing out of the door, with bags held over there heads. Rose followed out, unlocking the car doors so the two girls could get into the car with out getting too wet.
They drove down the road stopping at the traffic lights.
"so what have you got today Joanne?" Amy asked trying to break the annoying silence. She never had been good at been good at being quite, well that was defiantly inherited from her mother
"erm, I've got my GCSE science exam today shouldn't be that hard, my teacher said that I could do collage work if I wanted too" Joanne said, proudly.
"What year are you in?" Rose asked astonished
"Seven" She answered. Some how that really didn't surprise Rose that much. Another thing inherited from her father. When Joanne was a baby it didn't really bother Rose about the sleepless nights because most of the time she was awake crying anyway. She was so glad she had Joanne, it mad her feel like she still had a piece of him near to her.
There was another long period of silence but this time it was Rose who broke it.
"Here we are" She said as the car came to a Holt.
"Bye mum, love you" Joanne said climbing out of her car.
"See you after school, sweetheart, Love you too" Rose said waving at her daughter from the car.
"See ya, thanks for the lift" Amy said following Joanne out of the car.
"Bye" She said watching both girls walk into school. They were growing up so fast, she could barely keep track. Rose pulled out, back onto the road and Zoomed off.
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