I
don't know why I did it, but that doesn't change anything, does
it? It doesn't change that horrid thing that I did; the way I made
them feel.
I might have ruined their life; ruined everything they
ever had.
How am I going to cope with that? How will I live with
myself? Moreover, how are they going to cope? They feel so used &
betrayed. I never meant to hurt them. But everybody says that, don't
they?
But you can't change time & I can't go back &
undo what's already been done.
My only question is, why?
