I don't know why I did it, but that doesn't change anything, does it? It doesn't change that horrid thing that I did; the way I made them feel.
I might have ruined their life; ruined everything they ever had.
How am I going to cope with that? How will I live with myself? Moreover, how are they going to cope? They feel so used & betrayed. I never meant to hurt them. But everybody says that, don't they?
But you can't change time & I can't go back & undo what's already been done.
My only question is, why?