- -This intro was not what I had originally planned to start this story off with, but after writing an assignment for my lit studies, I decided that this would do just fine. Much better than what I had written down before. I know its not too great, and its kinda jumpy, and I plan on revising it, but it probably wont be soon. I'm gonna focus on getting the next chap up on this one and all my other fics first!!--

.warnings. nothing too bad, swearing violence, I'm gonna keep it M anyway, cuz thr are some mature and dark themes

.disclaimer. again, I totally do not own LotR, and nor will I claim too...it all goes the great and wonderful Tolkein


Blood Pact

--Intro--

The world that I had known my entire life was far different than the world that was mine. The world that I was destined for; born for.

That world that I had come to know as mine, was nothing but a lie. It was a weak facade, fabricated to protect me, and I was taught to masquerade within it from birth. The truth would eventually lead me to a discovery far greater than anything I ever could have fathomed before. A truth so great, so utterly destructive, that too many would die to protect its secrets.

By learning that truth, I learned that I was its secret, the only thing that could betray its existence. And for that, my own existence was forbidden.

They have taken everything from me. My past, my present, and my future. I have never known anything but pain and fear because of them. The protectors of this truth, and the destroyers of everything I had ever known.

There is no escaping who I am, and from the moment I was aware of that, I knew exactly what it was I had to so. I had to die. It was just so simple. The world that was mine, was a world that could never allow someone such as myself to exist.

Looking back, I know that I have made mistakes in my quest for vengeance, and nothing I do now, will ever rectify those mistakes. But now I know exactly what it is I have to do. I made my choice days ago, and there is no going back on it now. My quest for vengeance is over, and now, I must seek to keep those I love from harm's way,

It is the only that I can keep them from dying. I can never again allow them to be hurt by what I am, by what I was born as. The only way I can ensure that is with my death.

I am not afraid of death, and I never have been. I have never wanted to die, and perhaps I still do not, but nonetheless, I welcome it with open arms. If only I regret one thing, it would be knowing that I leave behind those whom I love so dearly, it hurts to think of leaving them. Yet, I leave happy, knowing in my heart that they will be saved from this awful threat.

I was never supposed to be, and yet, people have died over my existence. They have died because I am, and they have died to keep me alive. People I loved have died, and they have been hurt. I am not a hero, and nor have I ever claimed to be, but this is the only way to stop it all. With my death, it will be settled.

It will be done.


- - Alright, I know that sounds really epic, but its really not. I'll post the first chap soon and you'll see what I mean - -

--Kat--