Songfic for Sephiroth. It is a look into his mental state while "insane". The italics are the lyrics and yes the lyrics have been changed to fit the fic. Think of the lyrics as whispers in Sephiroth's head... From Jenova, Zack, and himself. For this fic Lucifer is a woman. Jenova is Lucifer! Not meant to be a religous fic! So please no flames for religous beliefs!

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Lucifer's Angel

Who am I anymore? I can vaguely remember… I was great… Powerful… Now all that is left of me is what she doesn't control. Not much… Mother? Is she truly my mother or is she a creature who tells ugly lies? Either is quite probable. All my friends… Reno… Zackary… They cannot stand the sight of me…

x-x

My eyes… They've never been this green…

Behind those eyes lies the truth and grief

My teeth this sharp…

Behind those beautiful smiles I've seen tragedy

My skin this pale…

The flawless skin hides the secrets within

All of my sins…

Silent forces that secretly ignite your sins

x-x

I used to be called the one winged angel… What am I now? The one winged maniac? Devil? Am I Lucifer? Or am I just her angel?

x-x

Fly away, fly away

I want to fly away… yet I can't even control my body… She is inside of me…

From the torch of blame

Am I to blame? Was I sane? Can they really say it was me if I couldn't control myself?

She haunts you

Haunts me? Mother… What am I?

The Lucifer's Angel

x-x

Never lived, you never died

Is that true? Was being with my friends and having a life not living? Will I really never die?

Your life has been denied

Labs… I was created… not born… I have never had a life… Never given one…

x-x

They call you

The Lucifer's Angel

x-x

Beyond these clouds you can hide all your tears

Cloud… I never meant to hurt you… Never meant to ruin your life…

Beyond this world you'll be safe from their wicked fears

All I fear is myself… How can I ever be safe from that?

And in their hearts they fear your demands

What are my demands? Don't you mean her demands?

You know their minds won't accept you, they'll never understand

x-x

Fly away, fly away…

From the torch of blame…

She haunts you…

The Lucifer's Angel…

Never lived, you never died…

Your life has been denied…

x-x

They call you…

The Lucifer's Angel.

x-x

I hear her voice in my head… She tells me that I am her son… Her legacy… Her monster

x-x

On your own I know you can make it

Zack?

Truth or bone. I know you can shake it

Gaia I miss you and Reno… I even miss Cloud… Tell him I'm so sorry…

Survive alone I know you can take it

x-x

Fly away, fly away… My wing is proof of my terrible past… Black feathers of a monster…

From the torch of blame… All blame falls on my shoulders… It's all my fault… Her fault…

They haunt you… My friends… Their voices haunt me… My former life haunts me…

Lucifer's Angel… Jenova is my Lucifer and I will always be her angel

You never lived, you never died… I never lived nor died nor will I ever.

Your life has been denied… What life? I've never had one…

x-x

They call you…

Lucifer's Angel…

x-x

Fly away, fly away…

Run away, run away…

Hide away, hide away…

Lucifer's Angel…

x-x

Fly away, fly away…

Run away, run away…

Hide away, hide away…

Lucifer's Angel…

x-x

Fly away, fly away…

Run away, run away…

Hide away, hide away…

Lucifer's Angel…


Forgive me Gaia… I cannot deny who I am…

Sephiroth Jenova's Angel