I knew it all along that it was wrong. Sara deserved so much better than a cheating bastard like me. Maybe I was doing it on purpose, trying to hurt her or was it something I thought a man should do? I really don't know why I did it over and over again. I don't think she knows but I see the hurt in her eyes after I come home from work late. I wish I could turn back time and never have started treating woman like crap, but I think it still would have turned out the exact same way by me losing her….

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