My mom gave me away when I was day one I felt like a burden like…like I didn't belong. It's a sad feeling so sad sometimes I wish I could just erase my birth. I petheticly laughed everyones life would be better. Even my bestfriend Eli Goldsworthy..Im gonna crash and burn like I already haven't No One can save me now. You cant stop me. Watch What happens next!. meet me at my grave at 4:44 pm October 12th.

Love, Clare Edwards.

I reread that over and over again till someone knocked on the door causing me to break my thoughts. "1 minute till show time." "ok!" I yelled back. I went and followed my other band mates to stage. The crowd was screaming wildly. "hey guys!. This is a new song it means a lot to me. Its about someone really important to me..hope you like it!" I yelled and they cheered.

Her mother gave her away when she was born. From day one she felt like a child they didn't want. Her heart grows cold as she falls out of love with the world.
And she didn't wanna cry, always for the night, everything that everybody told her was a lie. Had nowhere to go always on the road not afraid to die she was out of control. And it's sad so sad she's a Lost Lost soul.

And it's a long way, to nowhere without a destination. And not a road block or a emergency break could save her. She's on a runaway, runaway, runaway train. Runaway, runaway, runaway train. Runaway, runaway, runaway train. If she don't jump off, she's going to crash and burn just like a runaway train.

Troubles she could never get out quicksand, like a tv show without the sound, hard to understand. She's slipping away, farther away from the world. And she could've blame me could've blame you. If I was in her face she would look right through. We don't want to see, overly the truth, only way to know is if we're walking in her shoes. And it's sad so sad cause we're lost yeah we're lost lost souls.

And it's a long way, to nowhere without a destination. And not a road block or an emergency break could save her. She's on a runaway, runaway, runaway train. Runaway, runaway, runaway train. Runaway, runaway, runaway train. If she don't jump off, she's gong to crash and burn just like a runaway train.

They cheered wildly ."Thank you!.''. I went to my dressing room and got a bottle of water and sat down and turned on the tv and flipped through the channels. My manger knocked on the door "Come in!."' I yelled. "Eli good performance out there." He said "Thanks." I replied. '' How would you feel doing an interview?." He said." Sure when" I asked "tomorrow. At 4:44 pm." He responded. My heart dropped "O-october 12th?." I said shocked "yep.'' He said "there a problem?." He said "N-no." I said "good get some rest.'' He said. When he left I started to cry and looked at a picture of Clare " I do love you Clare I wish you knew that. I will love you forever " I said once before drifting to sleep.

Clare~

I held a picture of eli in my hand. "I love you eli. I wish you knew I was alive. But don't worry ill find a way for us to be together again." I cried before I went to sleep letting my last tears fall.

It was short but hey! Its 12:48 in the morning next time it will be longer. Song: Runaway Train Mason Musso .Review? What Did you think hate it love it? Continue it? Discontinue it?..night sleepy