Disclaimer: I'm lying down on my bed in my room, typing this. My mom is in the kitchen cooking. Hmm…
"Mom" -me (yells from laptop)
"Yes, honey?" -mom (yells from kitchen)
"Do I own Twilight?" -me
"No… but you own the hardcover books you made me buy for $20 each" -mom
"Aw… What about the characters?" -me
"Nope" -mom
"Then who do they all belong to?" -me (starts to cry)
"They belong to Mrs. Meyers, sweetheart" -mom
"Lucky" -me (whispers with a pout)
SUMMARY: What if there was a family secret on Renée's side that Bella never knew about? Everything in Twilight happened, but after Edward leaves in New Moon, Bella discovers that she's not even human.
SONG: Bittersweet- Within Temptation
AN: I am soooooooooo sorry. I haven't updated in, like, forever! Plz forgive me. I could blame it on midterms and schoolwork and other stuff, but I can't. The midterms were way too easy, and I didn't even have to study. As for homework and everything, I usually finish it during school or on the bus. I don't really have any excuse except that I'm a very lazy person and a bad author. I can't even blame it on a writers block. I swear, on a stack of twilight books, that I, Kiari14, will at least update every 2 weeks. Anyway, I kinda revised a few parts, changed chapter names, switched chapters around, ect. Well, I'll stop blabbing on about this since most of you don't read AN's anyway. Here you go:
BellaPOV
It's raining…
Of course it's raining; this is Forks, after all. If it wasn't raining, I'd be surprised.
Ha! As if I could ever be surprised. Ever since he left, I haven't felt anything but pain and misery. It's completely absurd that I haven't gotten over it, yet. Twenty-two years have passed, but the hole in my heart is the same, if not, worse.
Everything else is the same, for the most part. The only differences would be that my skin has gotten paler, if that's possible; my hair has a new, glossy sheen to it; and I'm able to protect myself, now. I don't even have to be a vampire to protect myself. I don't think I can change, anyway. If only I'd found out the truth sooner.
As I look up at the sky's gloomy clouds, I can remember him. Maybe if I hadn't bothered him with future plans on my mortality, he would still be with me…
Impossible. He didn't love me; it wouldn't have mattered if I had brought it up or not, he would have still left. Besides, it's better that he left. Even if it hurts me, I'd still want him to be happy. It doesn't change the fact that I still love him, though.
"Bella? Stop daydreaming. It's time to go." I turned around and made an effort to smile, although I don't think it reached my eyes. Renée was staring at me, frustrated that I was in my own little world. I looked around and realized that I had been standing in the middle of an empty street, getting soaked from the pouring rain. Renée was signaling me with her hands to get inside her black Audi.
"I'm not ready to leave yet. I think I'll wonder around for a while. Don't worry about me, I'll meet you back at the house," I told her. She opened her mouth to protest, but I cut her off. "If I go now, I'll get your seats wet." Renée closed her mouth, and I knew that I would get my way.
"Fine," she mumbled, obviously upset about letting me go. I watched as she got inside and drove off.
As soon as she left, I raced through the woods, missing the trees by inches. When I reached the clearing, I stopped to a halt, at the edge of the woods. I looked around, carefully, recognizing every little detail with such clarity.
It was our meadow. I missed it so much while I was gone. It held so many memories for me. It was as beautiful as ever and looked exactly the same as it did twenty-two years ago. I wanted to go further inside, but I couldn't. I felt that the memories it held would drown me. Instead, I decided to sit next to a tree that stood on the edge of the meadow.
I closed my eyes, reminding myself that Renée was waiting. She'd be furious if I stayed away from her for more than an hour. She knew I wanted to be alone and that I could take care of myself, but she was still very protective. I remembered when she first told me what I was. It sort of explained a lot. It's the reason I couldn't relate well to other people, why I was so different; why Edward -flinch- couldn't read my mind.
AN: I know, I know. You're probably thinking "great, another authors note. Notice the sarcasm". Well, I guess this is kinda important. As you noticed, I put the song for the chapter on the top. The songs usually reflect the mood of the chapter. You can listen to it or not, its up to you. Anyway, in order to try and get reviews, I'll be asking questions on the end of each chapter. Most of them are opinions, but if they are precise questions and you answer them right, you can get a prize. After you answer them, you can leave comments about the chapter.
QUESTIONS:
How did you guys like Twilight (movie)?
What's your favorite book in the Twilight series?
Favorite character? Why?
Do these questions annoy you?
They're kinda annoying me right now, so I'll stop.
