.Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
Night
is falling
You have come to journey's end
Pain was all I could feel.
Tearing at my body. My limbs. My chest. It hurt. Dear GOD did it
hurt. I could only think of the pain. Nothing else. Sleep
now
Dream of the ones who came before
They are calling
From
across a distant shore
I heard nothing but the roar of
the wind around me. I swear my eardrums were going to burst. It was
so loud. I hurt. Everywhere. Why do you weep
What
are these tears upon your face
Soon you will see
All of your
fears will pass away
My heart hurts the most. Like…
Like something horrible has happened to the one person I would die
for. I'm aching. I have to hold on… I have to… I don't know
why, but I feel that I need to… If… If I don't… He… Could
really… Be dead… Safe in my arms What can you see
You're only
sleeping
On the horizon
Why do the
white gulls call
I'm being torn apart… Torn apart by wind. My stitching is breaking. It can't take the stretching and tearing that my body is facing. I'm falling apart at the seams. Literally. I know that I won't be able to survive this. The human body isn't meant for this kind of abuse…
This is too much. Across
the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come
To carry you
home
Who knew wind could be so
painful? It was bloody cold… Biting at my skin… I don't know if
I'm on the ground or still in the air. The wind is hard all around
me. It's crushing me. I think my entrails are going to burst out of
me at any moment. I'm hurting. And all will turn
to silver glass
A light on the water
All souls pass
I know it. I'm as good as
dead. Hope fades
Into the world of night
Through
shadows falling
Out of memory and time
The wind stopped. I hear a loud
ringing in my ears now. I am
still in the air. When I land, I know this because I am not dead yet,
I am
going to break my neck when I land. I'll die soon though, right?
I'll be with him soon enough… Don't say:
"We
have come now to the end"
White shores are calling
You and I
will meet again
No. I won't he can't die.
Even if he could, and he was… Dead,
I don't think we would go to the same place… Even if he does seem
like a self-absorbed bastard… He's kind-hearted… Jashin or God
or Allah or even Pein would assure he goes to… Heaven… And
you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping
I… I've been too greedy…
I'm going to… Hell… for sure… What can you
see
On the horizon
Why do the white gulls call
I like this wind better. It's
more calm than before. I feel like I'm flying… But I know that
soon enough… Soon enough I'm going to hit… And I'm going to
die. I can hear them cheering. I bet they think I'm dead… I wish…
I wish I was… Across the sea
A pale moon
rises
The ships have come
To carry you home
I don't want to suffer this
pain… It hurts… My body is in several large pieces, and hundreds
of smaller ones… I have no idea how I'm still alive… I want to
die… It hurts… Someone kill me now… I'm so cold… Smash.
I was right. My neck is broken… The ground is hard… Harder than I
remember… Maybe that's just because I'm dead… And
all will turn to silver glass
A light on the water
Grey ships
pass
Into the west
My soul is being torn away from my body. Probably by the devil or whoever the hell you want it to be… I don't know… I just wish… I just wish I could've said goodbye to him… To tell him I love him… To tell him that when we had sex, it was for more than just pleasure… I wish I could've kissed him goodbye… I never told him how beautiful he is… I'm sure, wherever he is, if he's blown to pieces, if he's cut up, or if he's just standing around… I'm sure he's as beautiful as ever… I want to see him one last time… I want to hold him… I just want him near me… To tell him how much he meant to me… I guess my time is up… Goodbye…
