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"We never were a very conventional couple," Logan says seemingly to no one as he cries, silent sobs that he's sure make him look like a sniffling mess… but honestly? He can't bring himself to care.

Because Logan Wright is in love.

In love with a dead man.

Logan leans against the grave stone, feeling the broken, shaky sobs that rack his body. Logan has seen this grave enough times to know every scratch on it.

"Jules… come back…" Logan doesn't know who to beg… so he begs Julian… begs the boy who he had loved… no… the boy he STILL loved.

"I love you…" Logan whispers to the cool morning air as he cries. 3 years… 3 years of being just friends… but finally… when they were finally in love… why… why now?

"I love you so much…" Logan can't quite stop his breath from hitching as he cries, pressing his forehead to the rough stone, feeling the uneven surface pressing into his skin.

How could the world possibly expect him to live?

How was he suppose to live?

How could he live knowing that he would never see Julian ever again?

Julian… beautiful… kind… caring… Julian… who had lost his life to protect him.

Logan mutters sweet nothings as he cries. The ache in his heart is a deep, burning pain that he knows is slowly destroying him from the inside out. How could a human still live? Even after having experienced such pain?

"I don't want to love a-anyone else Jules… I just want to love you…" Logan says, remembering Julian's last words to him… telling him to find happiness in someone else? It wasn't possible.

"I love you so much…" Logan doesn't know what he has to say to be able to convey to an empty graveyard how much he truly loved Julian….

"Someday Jules… someday…"