Dear
Diary,
Ah was talkin' to Ororo earlier, an she sahid it maht help me if Ah wrote how
Ah'm feelin down.
There aint no easy way ta put this, but Jean died yesterday. We were... just
out, walkin on th' grounds... talkin'... An she stopped ta tie her shoelace or
somethin... and Ah heard her scream, an looked back...
Big, hairy and ugly was there, behind her... Holdin' her off th'floor. Ah
wanted ta save her... Ah really did, but Ah couldn't move...
Ah put mah hands over mah ears when she screamed again, but it didn't do any
good... She screamed IN mah head... Ah can still hear it now...
She was bleedin'... Ah remember that all right...
Then he threw her inta th'wood, over th'fence, they way he'd came. Ah don't
know how he got past auhr securitay, but The Professor said he'd fixed it.
Ah know what he did ta her out there... and so do the rest of them... Jean
prob'ly dint even know she was projectin' it... Ah know one thing for
certain... if Ah get mah hands on him, he's gonna wish he was never born for what
he did ta her...
That's not just tha Logan in me talkin'... Its tha Marie
too. What Sabretooth did ta Jean, no woman should have ta go through. An then
he sat there an watched her die. Bleed ta death.
He was gone by tha time we found her, and she'd been dead an ouhr...
Logan dint want me ta see her. He dint
want Scott to either, but we both had ta know.
We're
burying her tomorrow... In th'gardens, where we can see her from out o' th'
bedroom windahs.
Ah miss her already... So much... It hurts inside, an nahw, Jean aint here ta
help me get through this... She's more than the Woman the Logan in me loves...
She's like mah best friend.
It hurts Logan as well... Ah can see it in his eyes. He tries ta hide
it, but he can't hide nothin' from me. Ah aint seen him cry yet, but Ah
wouldn't be su'prised if he did tomorrahw. If we all did.
Ah can tell how much it's hurtin' Scott.... he doesn't try ta show it... tries
ta be strong... from the rest of us... but Ah can see he's fallin' apart. She
was his world, an nahw, she's gone... All because o'some lil' girl who couldn't
be khounted on when she was needed by ah friend.
Ah'll neva forget ya Jeannie Jean.
