He pressed me against the wall. A small moan escaped from my mouth. I felt my legs go numb. He opened my mouth with his and slipped his tongue in it. THUMP!

Clarissa shut her book with a snap. It pissed her off that she couldn't have what that girl in the book did. She wanted a boyfriend. She wanted someone to hold except her mom. She wanted true love.

But in her condition, no boy could ever want her. She was delusional for even thinking about a boy kissing her. Clarissa was sick. She had seizures at the most unexpected times. The Class Photograph, gym, lab, you name it she had seizures there. She was the crazy chick of her school. Wherever she went people whispered, not trying to hide their disgust. Some who took pity stayed away as to not become part of her craziness. She just wanted to be normal. She just wanted to live.

But it couldn't happen. She needed to live in the present. She got up with a sigh. There was work to be done.

"CLARISSAAAAAA! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!" someone screamed from below. "Great! Now my giant ass brother needs my help", thought Clarissa.

"COMING!", she replied.

She went hurriedly down the stairs hoping something unimportant had to be done. She needed to take her mind of things. She got half of her wish true...

Sebastian had his back towards her. He was talking rapidly to someone on his phone. As she reached him, he quickly shut it and turned towards her, "I need you to do me something" ordered rather than requested.

But Clarissa was used to this, "What is it?".

"The stupid drycleaners delivered my clothes next door. I need you to go get them."

"But why can't you?"

"Because I'm busy, you blind bitch. Can't your idiotic brain register this?", Sebastian snapped at her.

"Allright allright! No need to yell", she quickly replied trying to avoid a fight on this.

They had fought for a long time. It all started when their mother left them and their father for his brother Luke. Sebastian always believed that it was Clarissa 's fault. He said that she pushed her too much.

"NOW!"

Clarissa was out of the door before he had a chance to find something else to be angry at her. The truth was that she was scared of her brother. He intimidated her in a way not even her father could. A glare from him could crush her to her feet and something more intense could trigger her seizures. He had hit her more than once. But she hid the bruises. Not that anyone cared anymore. She could still remember the day her mother left. The day Sebastian forgot the part of his heart which contained his humanity. Since then he ignored her unless he needed something from her. Yes, he scared her.

Before she knew it, her feet had carried all the way across the street to her neighbour's house . There was a white moving van outside. Someone must have bought the house after the Roberts left. Maia had been a good friend that is her only friend.

She walked towards the front door. It was hard to navigate throught the garden which was filled with heaps of boxes. As she ringed the bell, she looked around. Someone had already put up a new name on the letterbox. It said Morgenstern. It sounded familiar.

"What do you want?" an irritated voice came from behind her. "You've been standing there for a long time doing nothing. Is there something you need to do or you're just plain cazy?"

Clarissa turned around embarassed but turned beetroot red when she saw who was talking. The most gorgeous man ever. His hair was like gold silk threads. HIs eyes looked tiny suns shining bright against his tanned body. He had a lean and muscular built. When he noticed her checking him out, he smirked. "Like what you see, do you little redbird?"

Clarissa blushed an even brighter red. "I-I jus-st needed to p-pick up my brother's c-clothes."

He looked mildly amused. "Oh! You mean these clothes". He pointed to himself.

Clarissa looked at him. "Oh Crap! Why did you wear those? Don't you have any thing else to wear?" Gone was her embarassment. Now she was just plain scared of what Sebastian would say.

"Do you want them back?" he asked.

"Well yeah...That's what I came here for. The drycleaners dropped-d them at the wrong place."

She was getting nevous again.

He just looked at her.

So she tried to say it again acting as if she thought he hadn't heard her."Can you j-just.."She became quiet when the boy touched her face. She practically fainted right there and there. Then he suddenly said,"Why don't you take them off me, one by one?"

"W-what?"

"You heard me. Come inside"

"O-Okay." Clarissa was too charmed by him to understand what she was really doing.

He pulled her inside the house.

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"OH MY GOD!

YOU ACTUALLY FELL FOR THAT!

YOU ARE A BIGGER LOSER THAN I THOUGHT YOU WERE!

Clarissa tore away from the boy and stared at her brother and his friends openmouthed. "What the hell are you doing here?"

Sebastian was down on the ground laughing his ass off."MAN! THAT WAS GREAT! Jace she was just eating up you words! I can't believe that you are my sister! YOU ARE SOOOO NAIVE!

Clarissa was keeping her tears at bay. She had just been embarassed by this Jace in front of everyone popular at school. She looked at her brother who had by now for sure told everyone else at school that his sister was a slut.

She hated him. She hated Jace. She hated all of them.

She gave Jace one hard look and then ran away as fast as she could.