I See Him
By Elizabeth M. Potter
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I see him
I see him with eyes that once held
The emotions that come from friendship:
Kindness
Caring
A love for a friend
Yet I see him now with different eyes
Eyes that have changed dramatically, yet gradually
Yet I never noticed.
Never knowing that I
Might go blind one day.
That day did come however
I was blind to see it
I was blind to not notice the change in me
A change I might have tried to deny with all my heart
But nothing is forever denied
Especially this sudden feeling in my heart.
I didn't expect it
I didn't need it
I didn't know it
I didn't want it
For if I recognized it,
All may be lost.
Lost
That is not what I want for this
This friendships that I kept for so long.
It is so dear to me
That I would give my life
Just to make it last.
However I want it to be more.
I want it to blossom into something more beautiful
To become more special than it is
To become something that I
Will treasure in my heart
For eternity.
Yet it would never come to that.
For every time I see him,
Every time I look deep into his eyes
All I see is not what I want
He sees me as a friend
Just a friend
And that is what I'll always be
A friend to him.
I am always sadden
Why do I have to feel this?
Love
This is what the feeling is
Love
Not just love for a friend
Which was what I once felt
But a love much stronger.
A love that will never be returned.
I see him
I see him with eyes that not only holds love
But pain and sorrow as well
For I know
He will never see me
As I see him
I will wait though
Wait for when the day comes
When all is revealed
Nothing is ever hidden for too long
Especially love
Yet I fear that day
And I welcome it
It will be the day
When I am free
Free to tell the world that I
Am in love
Yet I am afraid
Rejection is what I fear
Yet what I fear most is not that
But that I might lose something very special
Friendship
Friendship is what has held me together
Friendship is what has brought me to him
Friendship is the most I might ever get from him
Friends to the end, we had said.
Together forever, always
Do I wish to lose such a thing?
No
I don't
This is what I have from him
Whether it is what I want
I will treasure it
No matter what
I see him
I see him with eyes that holds
Love
Pain
Sorrow
Will he ever see me as I see him?
Time will only tell
I am patient
I will wait for the day when maybe
He will with see what I hold in my eyes
What I have been holding all this time
Yet I was too blind to see it.
One day,
He will see me
As I see him.
~
A/N: A bit angsty huh? I was at school today and it just popped into my head. A bit depressing though. I don't know if it came from my own experiences or just because I'm such a romantic? Either way, I felt like sharing it. At first I thought I should put it up in the original section 'cause this is an original, yet I thought that this could be Hermione's point of view of her feelings towards Harry. Later on, I'll put it up in the other section.
If you read it, you can't really tell what character it is or how the person is talking about. I liked how this turned out 'cause many of us aren't H/hr shippers, yet you could interpret it in your own way. I am a H/Hr shipper and I think that this is what Mione would think, yet someone else might think it's a H/G one, or R/HR, etc. As long as you guys like it, it's okay with what ever ship you think it is. :)
Please review 'cause I like to hear what you guys think about it!
Yours truly,
Elizabeth M. Potter
By Elizabeth M. Potter
~
I see him
I see him with eyes that once held
The emotions that come from friendship:
Kindness
Caring
A love for a friend
Yet I see him now with different eyes
Eyes that have changed dramatically, yet gradually
Yet I never noticed.
Never knowing that I
Might go blind one day.
That day did come however
I was blind to see it
I was blind to not notice the change in me
A change I might have tried to deny with all my heart
But nothing is forever denied
Especially this sudden feeling in my heart.
I didn't expect it
I didn't need it
I didn't know it
I didn't want it
For if I recognized it,
All may be lost.
Lost
That is not what I want for this
This friendships that I kept for so long.
It is so dear to me
That I would give my life
Just to make it last.
However I want it to be more.
I want it to blossom into something more beautiful
To become more special than it is
To become something that I
Will treasure in my heart
For eternity.
Yet it would never come to that.
For every time I see him,
Every time I look deep into his eyes
All I see is not what I want
He sees me as a friend
Just a friend
And that is what I'll always be
A friend to him.
I am always sadden
Why do I have to feel this?
Love
This is what the feeling is
Love
Not just love for a friend
Which was what I once felt
But a love much stronger.
A love that will never be returned.
I see him
I see him with eyes that not only holds love
But pain and sorrow as well
For I know
He will never see me
As I see him
I will wait though
Wait for when the day comes
When all is revealed
Nothing is ever hidden for too long
Especially love
Yet I fear that day
And I welcome it
It will be the day
When I am free
Free to tell the world that I
Am in love
Yet I am afraid
Rejection is what I fear
Yet what I fear most is not that
But that I might lose something very special
Friendship
Friendship is what has held me together
Friendship is what has brought me to him
Friendship is the most I might ever get from him
Friends to the end, we had said.
Together forever, always
Do I wish to lose such a thing?
No
I don't
This is what I have from him
Whether it is what I want
I will treasure it
No matter what
I see him
I see him with eyes that holds
Love
Pain
Sorrow
Will he ever see me as I see him?
Time will only tell
I am patient
I will wait for the day when maybe
He will with see what I hold in my eyes
What I have been holding all this time
Yet I was too blind to see it.
One day,
He will see me
As I see him.
~
A/N: A bit angsty huh? I was at school today and it just popped into my head. A bit depressing though. I don't know if it came from my own experiences or just because I'm such a romantic? Either way, I felt like sharing it. At first I thought I should put it up in the original section 'cause this is an original, yet I thought that this could be Hermione's point of view of her feelings towards Harry. Later on, I'll put it up in the other section.
If you read it, you can't really tell what character it is or how the person is talking about. I liked how this turned out 'cause many of us aren't H/hr shippers, yet you could interpret it in your own way. I am a H/Hr shipper and I think that this is what Mione would think, yet someone else might think it's a H/G one, or R/HR, etc. As long as you guys like it, it's okay with what ever ship you think it is. :)
Please review 'cause I like to hear what you guys think about it!
Yours truly,
Elizabeth M. Potter
