I can't go on like this
I don't know who I am anymore
Everything happened so fast.
It's what I wanted but, I'm not happy.
He got to me first.
Edward would be crushed
But I have to figure this out
On my own.
I'll be back for him
We do have a lifetime ahead
But at this moment I have to do this
Before someone i love gets hurt.
This is my new life
Edward and I are finally equal
I am a vampire; by force and hate
But I'm not the same Bella anymore.
