This is my third attempt to do a fanfic. Second Naruto fanfic. apparently, I'm not a good writer so please be Kind. this fanfic is a Sasusakuneji fanfic, although I'm still hesitant of whom sakura will be paired. I just made this out of nowhere. I just felt like I should write something.
Disclamer: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO. If I did, hell there's many sakura pairings.
Why is it so hard to forget the person that you love so much but never loved you in return?
Sakura sighs again for the nth time as this question pops up on her mind over and over again. It's been three years since she last saw him; the person she cherished the most, but never felt the same way about her.
This is what Haruno Sakura always do before she goes to sleep. Every night for the past three years. She never gets tired of it...oh so she thinks.
Sakura sat on her bed, hugging her large heart-shaped pillow while staring at her purple blanket. It's past 11 o'clock and she's been having trouble sleeping again.
"Aghh... Waahh.. I can't sleep... but I have to... I have to... tomorrow is my first day as senior high"
She throws her head on the pillow, and close her eyes. She tries to clear her mind in order for her to sleep, but alas, it wouldn't work.
Feeling so desperate... She made a loud scream of frustation that echoed on the large room.
"Sakura, what's wrong?". Her mom yelled from downstairs.
"Oops. Nothing mom, I've just stepped on my right foot. But I'm fine."
"Why are you still awake? You have school tomorrow, you should be sleeping now, it's already 11:30 pm." Her mom yelled again.
"Yah, mom I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight." She yelled back.
"I have to sleep now, or else I'm going to have eye bags. Don't want it to be on my I.D."
So she close her eyes, trying to stop that one question that keeps popping on her head. As she is about to fall asleep, memories of yesterday comes back. That day when she meets the person that broke her heart.
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It was the first day in high school. So excited about meeting new friends and having some independence of her own. Being a good student who has an above average mark, she didn't had any trouble passing the entrance exam in this prestigious school. The Juuni High. When she got the letter from the school, she was not suprise that she will be in A- class where you will be with intelligent people.
She was so excited about it, meeting classmates, and competing with them. On her way to her classroom, she bumped into someone and she was out of balance.
"Oh god! I'm gonna fall!" Sakura said to herself as she thinks this would be her first experience in high school. Not to mention, an embarrasing one.
For Sakura Haruno, perfection is her motto. Everything planned, everything in order. She hates making any mistakes, if she will make one, it will stick on her heads for years. Depending on how worse it is, probably for eternity.
As she awaits for her fall, for the sound of thud, and for people's laughte,she wanted to disappear or to be invisible so that people won't notice. "as if I can do that." she said to herserlf.
Ohh Kami-sama! please let it be over soon... Arghhh I hate embarassment!"
It seems that there's a minute passed but she still didn't hear her fall. "how long does a person or an object fall?" still eyes close she asks herself.
Instead of hearing the sound thud, she heard of a male voice that's asking her a question.
"A voice?".
"Are you alright?" The owner of the voice asked the same question again.
She opened her eyes, to confirm what had happened that delayed her fall. And then she saw a pair of white eyes staring at her. And then she feels an arm around her waist. Now, it was all so clear, that the reason that she didn't fall is because of this object, oh she means this person.
When she got herself all together, or so she thought, before noticing what there position was, he's kinda hugging her by the waist, face so close together, them almost facing the wall, as if they're doing some PDA right at the first day of the class, she heard herself says eep. Got away from the person whom had save her from the fall. And her face turning into a red ripe tomato. Now she was so embarassed that between falling or being in that ackward position that she had moments ago, she would rather choose the former.
Having the thoughts of her own. She heard the same voice again, these time it was louder than before.
"Ms. Are you alright? I'm sorry I didn't see you coming."
She looked at the owner of the voice and she was mesmerize by what she saw. A gergeous boy stands in front of her, probably 5 inches taller than her, lean figure, has a brown hair, pair of pearl eyes and with some stoic features. For seconds she can't take her eyes away from this creature.
"Ms. can you here me? or are you to mesmerize just by looking at me?
She was suddenly back to reality by hearing that comment? "am I too obvious? Oh Kami-sama too much embarassing moments already!" What did I do to deserve this?
She glance at the boy again who was smirking at her now. Apparently she hated people with too much guts especially boys with good looks. She'd seen many. She had seen her friends fall for these persons and break their hearts. He's one of them. One of those people she hated the most.
She got the courage to say something after those trance moments. Face not red anymore. She look at this boy with so much confidence and pride and she said this.
" I am certainly not mesmerize because you think you look good. For seconds there I thought I've seen a woman dress as a man. But after gathering enough data, I think I was wrong. It seems it's the reciprocal of I was thinking, a man who wants to be a woman."
"Hearing this, the boy twitched one of his perfect brow. "Is that what you will say for a MAN that save you from embarassment? If I would have known better that you don't have any gratitude. I would have let you fall."
"Oh, I'm sorry. Mr. Conceited, I thought I've heard you say that it was your fault not looking on where are you going?"
"Oh that! I jsut said that because I was being a gentleman. Seeing your face so red with embarassment makes me do it. It's of kindness. Ms. Ungrateful."
"Oh is that so? Well, you can be all the gentleman you want! But I'm not buying it. Do it for someone else. I don't need your pity."
And she just walk pass the boy whom she branded as Mr. Conceited. The guy seems overwhelmed by what he just heard, he just stood there and look at the pink haired girl until she cannot be seen anymore.
Pink hair that's just 2 inches below her waist, green eyes, porcelain complexion, a petite figure. This girl is so out of ordinary. For Hyuuga Neji, this girl who doesn't have any gratitude at all is Ms. Ungrateful.
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Sakura, almost half sleep she reminisces the first time she met him. The one who captivated her heart. The one who torn it apart.
I will update soon, probably 2 or 3 chapters to decide if this story is useless or not. I know it's still not clear but please review on what you think. Thanks.
