Disclaimer: I don't own the Ninja Turtles, April, Splinter, Casey, or New Yorkâ€yetâ€evil grin I also don't own Nightwish or their Song Nemo.
A/N: This is my first fan-fic, or any fiction ever. This is a song fic (Nightwish –Nemo) I hope that everyone who reads it reviews, for I'd really like to know if this is good, or if it isn't, how to make it better. Thanks and happy readings.
-DarkRaph244
"Mommy I want that one!" a little boy said as he and his mother walked along the shops of Manhattan. Many people were out finishing up their Christmas shopping. Lovers were strolling along the sidewalks holding hand. A group of teenagers were laughing about a website that they found as they walked to their homes. Little did they know that they were being watched from above by a pair of tear filled eyes.
Raphael had been sitting on that rooftop for what seemed like for hours. Thoughts were constantly running though his head, but the most prominent one was a wish.
"Damnit, here I am up on this rooftop while all of the people get to walk about doing whatever they damn well please just because they're not a freak"
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
Raph just sat there and looked at his hands. Three large green fingers were what he saw.
"How can anybody accept me when I look like this? The world can'even get along with people who have different color skin, neva mind a friggin' giant turtle"
He thought of April and Casey, and how they accepted him for who he was and not what he was. Two people outta the entire world Raph couldn't take it anymore.
"I'm a freak and that's all there is to it. I don't even know what I am"
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
"I wish I was never born, then I wouldn't have to worry about this at all. My brothers seem to be doing fine with their lives, whether I'm there or not, I wish I could just disappear"
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Raph, knowing that no one was there, let everything out and stated to cry. He looked towards the sky and let out a scream that could have woken the dead.
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore
He looked out at the city and thought to himself all the possibilities of that edge that he was leaning on. He thought of that river that he saw in the distance. If I just go there and jump... So much was going though Raph's head at that moment.
Whispering to no one, "I have never done anything in my life for anyone, the world be betta off without me"
My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
He got up and traveled from rooftop to rooftop faster than he had ever one before. With tears falling from his eyes he never missed a step. H had no idea where he was going, yet new exactly where he was. He stopped at the middle of the bridge that was built over the same river that he had been staring at off the rooftop a few minutes prior. He looked back and could see the building he was sitting on. He took a lone sai out and clasped it in his sweating hand. Out of breath and out of tears, he held the sai close to his wrist.
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Thoughts of his brothers and Splinter ran though his head like a movie. He took his sai and threw it into the river.
"I can't...I just...I...can't"
Oh, how I wish...
