Doe Of Desire
That day I first saw you sitting on the swing
Was the day I felt my heart would forever sing
For your breath taking face
Such alluring beauty could never be replaced
I can't pretend I don't want you to be with me
When I'd trade my everything
And when I'm with you
I see everything more clearly
You bring out a better person in me
You see beauty in me no one else could ever see
My life had meaning when were my friend
And not loving you is impossible to pretend
These emotions are eating me alive
These feelings kept inside
To show these emotions would be weak
So I keep my mouth shut, your name I won't speak
This is why my loyalty is still such a mystery
But if wasn't so scared
I could have showed you how much I truly cared
I wish I never went my separate way
Down the path you went away
And you gave your heart away
As a tear slowly falls down my face
Because I know I've been replaced
I am such a disgrace to you
Now that your heart belongs to someone new
On your last night when you gave your life
I swear I've never felt such despair
I didn't mean for you to be betrayed
I remember grass long ago where we used to laid
There we could have always stayed
Sitting where I used to watch you in the park
I'd give anything to see you again
Dark mark on my arm
is nothing compare to my only friend
I never had the chance to tell you how I feel
And now it's too late, this cold heart will never heal
These secrets I'll never reveal
But I'll fulfill your last request
So that your memory will be blessed
In a world where you do not exist
I devote all my time to this last promise
After all these year I still dream of you
I am still nothing without you
I hold your last letter closest to my heart
I take this picture away with me
So that when we're apart
A piece of you is always with me
You still are the reason my empty life
Is not a unfilled waste
Because of you I have found my place
After all this time, I can't let go
Of my deepest desire, the form of a doe
Your beautiful eyes are the last thing I wish to witness
I laid down my life to keep my promise
I hope you know you were my last thought before my death
As I say I love you with my last breath
