Doe Of Desire

That day I first saw you sitting on the swing

Was the day I felt my heart would forever sing

For your breath taking face

Such alluring beauty could never be replaced

I can't pretend I don't want you to be with me

When I'd trade my everything

And when I'm with you

I see everything more clearly

You bring out a better person in me

You see beauty in me no one else could ever see

My life had meaning when were my friend

And not loving you is impossible to pretend


These emotions are eating me alive

These feelings kept inside

To show these emotions would be weak

So I keep my mouth shut, your name I won't speak

This is why my loyalty is still such a mystery

But if wasn't so scared

I could have showed you how much I truly cared


I wish I never went my separate way

Down the path you went away

And you gave your heart away

As a tear slowly falls down my face

Because I know I've been replaced

I am such a disgrace to you

Now that your heart belongs to someone new


On your last night when you gave your life

I swear I've never felt such despair

I didn't mean for you to be betrayed

I remember grass long ago where we used to laid

There we could have always stayed

Sitting where I used to watch you in the park

I'd give anything to see you again

Dark mark on my arm

is nothing compare to my only friend


I never had the chance to tell you how I feel

And now it's too late, this cold heart will never heal

These secrets I'll never reveal

But I'll fulfill your last request

So that your memory will be blessed

In a world where you do not exist

I devote all my time to this last promise


After all these year I still dream of you

I am still nothing without you

I hold your last letter closest to my heart

I take this picture away with me

So that when we're apart

A piece of you is always with me


You still are the reason my empty life

Is not a unfilled waste

Because of you I have found my place

After all this time, I can't let go

Of my deepest desire, the form of a doe


Your beautiful eyes are the last thing I wish to witness

I laid down my life to keep my promise

I hope you know you were my last thought before my death

As I say I love you with my last breath