Always On My Mind

Part One - Crash

Driving over the speed limit Natalia Boa Vista's vision was clouded by tears in her eyes. She didn't care about being reckless behind the steering wheel of her small sports car. The only thing that mattered to her was putting as much distance as she could between herself and the Miami Dade Police Department. Instead of noticing another fast car approaching the intersection she was driving towards Natalia's mind was on the harsh words directed towards her by Calleigh Duquesne.

"The DNA isn't a match." Natalia regretfully told her CSI superiors, Horatio Cain and Calleigh Duquesne as they stood outside an interrogation room. The two crime scene investigators had a suspect in custody for rape and murder. With a long criminal record of violence and no alibi the investigators were convinced he was guilty. The only thing they needed was evidence to confront him with.

"Are you sure?" Calleigh asked in disbelief. "His clothes were in the victim's apartment." She crossed her arms and said, "Maybe you didn't do the test right. I'll get another sample from him and do another test."

"Calleigh." Horatio said sharply. His voice was quiet, but the tone was evident. The blonde CSI was out of line. "A second test isn't necessary."

"Here are the results." Natalia gave the file in her hand to Horatio and avoided looking at Calleigh. If she did she would've lost control of the tears forming in her eyes. Calleigh questioning her work felt like a knife stabbing her heart.

As two cars crashed into each other in the middle of an intersection a few miles away Calleigh Duquesne walked into the locker room in the police department. She sat on the bench in front of her locker and stared down at the floor thinking about the hurt expression on Natalia's face earlier. The blonde CSI hated herself for treating Natalia like that, but it was the only way she knew how to hide her real feelings for the brunette. In the midst of the casual sex relationship they had for the past six months Calleigh fell in love with Natalia. They were only supposed to have fun together. Calleigh didn't want anything else, but she couldn't stop what she felt.

"I want you." Natalia whispered to Calleigh as their mouths pulled apart after a long kiss. They were standing outside the front door to the brunette's house. After a night out having drinks with their colleagues the blonde CSI drove the DNA Analyst home. The only thing Calleigh wanted was to take the sexy brunette to bed. She didn't expect to feel so much passion when they kissed. "Come in and spend the night with me." Natalia mumbled with her mouth against Calleigh's neck.

"Okay." The blonde replied. She took her hands off Natalia's hips and put them on her face to look into her eyes. "No strings attached, okay? I don't want a relationship." The brunette nodded in response to Calleigh's words then separated the small distance between their mouths for another kiss.

As soon as they walked in the house they began undressing each other. Their mouths only pulled apart when they had to breathe. Since the moment they met Calleigh wanted Natalia and had fantasies about her everyday. When they were finally together she didn't know where to start because there were so many things she wanted to do. "I'm going to make you scream my name." She said with a confident smile as she led Natalia to a chair in the living room.

Following Calleigh's lead Natalia straddled the blonde's lap after she sat down. Calleigh smiled in approval of Natalia's perfect breasts in front of her face. As she squeezed one and sucked on the other the brunette arched her back and moaned, "Fuck, that feels good." She put her hands in the blonde hair in front of her and breathed harder. Calleigh pulled her mouth away from the breast she sucked on and teased the nipple with the tip of her tongue then bit it softly.

"Bedroom." Natalia said between loud moans. "Now." Their mouths locked together again as they stood up. Calleigh was pleased she made Natalia want her so badly. They only moved a few steps away from the chair when Calleigh couldn't control her hand from sliding down between Natalia's legs. The brunette gasped as Calleigh caressed over her wetness then she let out a sigh of frustration when she took her hand away. Calleigh lifted her hand to her mouth and licked her wet fingers. The taste of Natalia intoxicated her. She had to have more.

Kneeling in front of the brunette Calleigh slid her hands up Natalia's legs and felt them tremble. The smell of Natalia's arousal in front of her face turned her on. As she leaned her head forward she licked her lips then put her mouth between Natalia's legs. She loved the wet and hot taste on her lips. When she felt Natalia's hand on the back of her head she moved her tongue faster. "Calleigh." Natalia moaned as her legs trembled more.

"Come here, honey." Calleigh said and put her hands on Natalia's waist to guide her down to the floor. She kissed the brunette hard on her lips and tasted the inside of her mouth. Natalia put her hand on Calleigh's face as their mouths pulled apart. "Take me to bed, please." The brunette begged. Calleigh smiled and replied, "No, I want to take you right here." She moved her mouth to Natalia's neck to kiss her and lowered them to the floor until she on top of the brunette.

Once again Calleigh felt lost when their lips touched. It was a slow kiss like their first one outside. Calleigh lost track of what she wanted to do to the brunette's body as she enjoyed the feel of Natalia's soft mouth against hers. She would've been content to kiss her like that for hours. When Natalia slid her hand between Calleigh's legs the blonde snapped out of the trance from the kiss. Their lips parted and she moaned as her body reacted to Natalia's touch. Feeling a finger slowly enter her Calleigh closed her eyes and lowered one of her hands. Natalia's body trembled and she screamed out as Calleigh's finger touched her clit.

Together they moved inside each other, their fingers set a slow rhythm their hips soon started moving to. Their bodies were sweaty and their moans became louder. "That feels so good." Natalia whispered as she spread her legs further apart and moved her hips faster. Feeling the brunette's body tense up Calleigh thrust harder against the fingers inside her. "Calleigh!" Natalia's sexy voice made Calleigh tremble. "Kiss me and come with me, Cal." As their bodies were hit hard with pleasure Calleigh lowered her mouth on Natalia's.

It was nearly morning when they finally got to the bedroom. After hours of sex both women were exhausted. Natalia fell asleep soon after they were on the bed. Calleigh closed her eyes, but couldn't sleep. Instead she watched Natalia as she slept. Her eyes didn't move off the brunette until the bright morning sun filled the room. Calleigh briefly considered making coffee and breakfast for them, but she didn't want to break her own rule. The only thing she wanted was sex and it was so thoroughly satisfying she couldn't resist waking up Natalia for more.

"Hey Cal." Eric Delko said as he rushed into the locker room. Calleigh's mind was brought back to the present after she was startled out of her vivid memories. "Natalia was in a car accident."

"What?" Calleigh questioned in shock and felt like her heart stopped beating as she opened her mouth to talk. "Is she…" The blonde stood up and tried to take a breath, but it seemed impossible to breathe. Everything around her was a blur as she focused on Eric and asked, "Is she okay?"

"I don't know." He answered.