Hi!!!, this is my first fic ever, so I really hope you enjoy it,
Sounen Ai, yaoi, includes a bit of KakaSaku, not much really, R&R
OMG!!! How could I forget – clears throat – Naruto characters are NOT mine, though I dream they are every other night… (don´t we all do?)
And so the adventure begins
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There he was, Naruto Usumaki, an amazing ninja, about to proceed with the most important mission he ever had. The funny thing was that this particular one was self imposed, and it turned out to be the hardest by far, and not because it was physically extenuating, but because it was, for lack of a better description, psychologically unbearable.
Naruto, along with Sakura and Kakashi, had been trying to bring Sasuke back for a really long time; and, the way Naruto saw it, there was still hope as long as his friend and sensei kept coming with him to try and bring back the elusive Uchiha. Unfortunately, a few days back, just when Naruto was making sure everything was ready for what felt like the millionth time they would carry out the "get the stupid, inconsiderate, traitor Uchiha back" mission, Sakura and Kakashi had finally had it.
Naruto came into the room with his "this time I'm sure I'll get Sasuke back" smile, which would have caused a positive impression in the other two, if they hadn´t seen it about a million times before.
"eeer…, Naruto? Are … you still serious about doing this again?" Sakura said with a hint of pity in her voice.
"Eh?" Naruto´s face looked puzzled "what do you mean am I sure? We´re not giving up ´till we bring him back" he said confidently expecting an answer, so when he didn´t get one, he added "right?" ……… "RIGHT?!" he said louder, as if expecting the others had gone temporarily deaf and hadn´t heard his words.
"Stop it Naruto" Kakashi´s calm but firm (and a little exasperated) voice was finally heard in the room.
"Stop what?" Naruto couldn't believe it, his friend and sensei had given up, had finally given up, and, if this wasn´t bad enough, they wanted him to give up too. He understood, but he played dumb just to make sure "stop what?!" he repeated, a bit louder than he intended to do so.
"Naruto, I… I know you care about him, and… em … want him to come back, but, I don´t… WE don´t… eeer… think that he is… ummm… ready – and maybe, er … you should eeer…" Sakura was having a hard time saying these things, she knew, even if he didn´t admit it, that Naruto really cared about Sasuke and that was the reason for him to work so hard on getting him back.
"Naruto" Kakashi started, noticing how hard it was for Sakura "we´ve been coming with you to all of these missions for a really long time but, the truth is that we've known for quite a while that they would fail, we just came with you because we thought you would eventually give up, er… like us"
It was these last two words that hit Naruto the hardest; he had hope as long as Sakura and Kakashi had hope, because a while ago, when Sasuke said a lot of really rude and hurtful things, his own hope was washed away, and he had a really hard time until the other two told him to try again and not to give up. But now it was all over, they had given up a long time ago and Naruto no longer had an excuse to try harder.
"Oh" Naruto finally said after a long silence "well, I guess we should stop for now, er I mean, after all, the only reason why I tried so hard was because I thought that would make you two feel better, I wasn´t as close to him as you were" He gave them the biggest most fake smile he had ever given anyone in his life (it even made his face hurt) and turned around to get out of the room while saying "OK so I´ll go to sleep, I´m just a little tired because I stayed up all night with the mission preparations"
"Naruto, are you sure you´re OK?" Sakura asked, after noticing the smile he had given them.
"Me?!" He asked with a bit too much enthusiasm "of course I´m fine, why wouldn't I be?" he never even turned around while saying these words.
"Oh, well then" she knew he wasn´t telling the truth but he probably needed some time alone so he could admit his feelings to himself "he can be so stubborn sometimes" sakura told Kakashi a few seconds after Naruto left the room.
"Hmmm?, what do you mean?" he knew what she meant he had noticed Naruto cared about Sasuke more than he let on, but he didn´t want to discuss it, mainly because he was just as stubborn.
"Well obviously Naruto really cares about Sasuke" Sakura answered, though she was sure this information wasn´t new to Kakashi "and the sooner he admits it to himself and to Sasuke, the easier it will be to deal with" Sakura then gave Kakashi a soft smile that sent shivers down his spine and added, with a bit of a playful tone "who knows, maybe Sasuke cares about Naruto too" then she turned around and walked out of the room where Kakashi was trying to decipher what this meant.
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So, hope you liked the first chapter,
If you have any recommendations or just have any kind of opinion on the story, feel free to review
I´m thinking about the next chapters and I was just wondering if anyone would like me to add a lemon in the last one, so tell me what you think about it.
Thnks for reading, xoxo
