I looked out of my window, looking out over the beauty that met my eye. The place I used to hate so much, but I learned to love. It had taken up a special place in the deepest part of my heart, right next to him. Far away by the horizon, the sun rose towards the sky, and colored the sky in a beatiful shade of pink, orange, purple and blue. It lit up the frozen treetops, and somewhere out there, in the middle of all that green, lived my second family. I let out a deep kinda sound you let out only when you feel your pathetic life for once is wonderful. I filled my lungs with the chilly October air, closed my eyes and leaned against the wall, or at least I thoght it was the wall.I got scared, jumped away and shrieked. When I saw what it was that had scared me so much, I recovered my breath,and held my hand over my chest, most likely holding my heart from jumping out. I smiled and laughed a bit nervously, still feeling a bit jumpy.

"You know, if you wanna kill me, there are easier ways" I said looking at the masterpiece of a man in front of me.
He laughed and smiled back, revealing his sharp, crystal white teeth.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. I just wanted to see you again" he said taking a step closer to me.

"So, what brings you back?I thought you told me I was safer if you weren't around" I asked, and crossed my arms when I felt a cold wind blow through the window, running right through my skin.

I looked out again, the sun was now standing high at the sky, shining straight into my eyes. Beautiful days were something so uncommon here, you hardly saw them. I looked back at him. I never got tired of doing it. His skin sparkled so beautifully, leaving me breathless. I had almost forgot about what it looked like, and I had missed seeing it, as much as I had missed him. I wondered if this was the day I could finally live those happy thoughts again. Maybe the problems had disappeared, maybe all the dangers had been taken care of. I held myself from crying. I didn't want to cry in front of him. I didn't want him to believe I was still crying over the past. If he said it was better this way, he was probably right. I made an effort to stretch my mouth out into a wide smile, and looked up at him. He was looking back at me with that look so obvious. He was trying to resist the temptation of taking me back. He had that look that just made me wanna run straight into his arms, and kiss him passionately, like the first time, but this wasn't the time to do that, maybe it never would be. And I wouldn't know if he'd be able to control himself, even though that was exactly what I wanted him to do, so that we wouldn't have to worry about problems like these anymore.
He looked through the window as well, and confronted the sun he sometimes hated so much, then looked back at me with a concerned look on his face.

"Bella, there's something you need to know" he said coming closer to me.

"What is it? Is something wrong?" I asked getting scared. When he had bad news to tell, they were bad. And this didn't sound good at all. He didn't talk to me in that tone without a reason, only when he really had something so say, a warning. He was just in front of me, then I saw a black stripe flash in front of my eyes, and before I knew it, he was gone. I turned around looking in every corner of my room, but he was nowhere to be found. I thought he was just behind me, he wasn't. I heard a noise coming from the closet and carefully, insecurely walked to rip the doors open. I doubted for a minute, and then ripped the doors open, and what met my eye, made me scream at the top of my lungs.

I jumped up, and fell out of my bed. Something so typical of my clumsiness. I laid down on my floor, heavily catching my breath. A dream. A nightmare. But everything seemed so real, it was almost like a vision, even though I knew only Alice got those. I sat up, and wiped the sweat out of my forehead. I looked out over my floor, everything seemed completely normal, then finally, my eyes stopped at the closet doors. It was like my heart just gained a hundred pounds, and it started beating faster again, and I felt all the colors disappear from my face, turning into pale white.
Don't be silly Bella!He's dead, never to return!The only thing to worry about now is.. all the other vampires out there, of my god what if..? The thoughts ran through my head, and it felt like it was about to blow any minute. Never in my life had I been so scared like at this moment. Where was Edward when you needed him?