You almost died today
You almost died today. You almost died and I have a wife. A wife who was relieved to see me alive while I was being eaten up inside because I needed to see you. I needed to see you to believe you hadn't died. So I went to your house. I went to your house so I could see you were still breathing. And you were. And I told you that you almost died so I wouldn't tell you how scared I'd been. I kissed you with my words to stop myself from kissing you with my mouth. I told you I was happy you were alive to avoid telling you how much I love you. Then I left, I left so I wouldn't crack, so I wouldn't lose all control. And you knew that. You saw every though beneath my words, because you were doing the same thing I was.
