Cause Of Death: Loss Of Blood

The Disclaimer really doesn't matter because this isn't really a story so if you were expecting one about LOTR I suggest that you leave right now, though The songs quoted are obviously not mine nor are the characters used form Lord Of The Rings are not mine. . . . blah blah blah. But let me just say that I think the pigeons are like Aragorn and Arwen if you really think about it, and if you think hard enough Elron the meddler is fitted in some how. I did write a rather Lovely piece on my predicament, but as luck would have it, my memory stick has bogged up. Basically I have opened myself to some one I cannot have due to 'putzness' by both parties. The real problem is that this person is amazing and quiet literally perfect.

To comply with Fanfic rules I will tell my story and reincarnate Aragorn and Arwen as pigeons. One day I shall add a prologue that will clear things up. Picture them as friends and not Lovers at the time.

Arwen was chasing and pecking him on the head as birds of their kind do, though this was all good fun Aragron stopped in his stead to ask a question.

"Why are you always so mean to me?"

"I am?"

"Yes you are! Always making fun off me and pecking my beak."

"I did not realize I did such a thing."

"Well you do, hmpf!"

"Ok I shall stop, and if I do it again you just tell me."

And so they hobbled down the path to munch a forgotten bread roll, but when they reached it, Aragorn being a polite pigeon stood back.

"Ladies first"

"I'm not that hungery"

"Please just go"

"No you first"

And so it continued for a few minutes, the Aragorn stepped closer to Arwen, time seemed to stand still. He looked deep into her beady eyes and she began to blush. Their beaks almost touching, he shifted a little closer and . . . . PECKED HER ON THE HEAD!

"I win!"

Arwen felt a little embarrassed and the blooded rushed into and out of her face in one quick motion.

"Aragorn."

"Yes?"

"You are insufferable . . ." frustrated wing gesture as some humans do

"I know" insufferable arrogant tone

With that she flew off till she was just a speck, Aragorn watched, my how he did enjoy her company. Poor feathered Aragorn had harbored a crush on Arwen from the first time he saw her. Alas he kept this to himself for fear of rejection, pain and hurt.

Mean while Arwen was in a fury and flying into traffic, why did Aragorn tease her so? Being so occupied with thinking, she forgot that she cannot cross the road and had a near death experience with a mini bus. Thankfully Aragorn missed her so much that he flew to keep her company, and swooped in to knock her on to the pavement. She was breathless.

"What's wrong with you?! You know not to cross the M7!"

"Aragorn."

"What!"

"I have a confession."

"You have no brain? I already know feather head."

"I Love you. . . ."

He was stunned yet not quiet shocked . . .

Tune in next time for insert appropriate title here

That's a short story, keep it, do what you like. Now back to business.

Perhaps this just wasn't the time and place for us though I would have liked it to be. But I shall still wait an eternity, something's are worth the while. And now I have no clue what to say or what to do right now, which is in actual fact a miracle. Though I do feel . . . . But I thought that the music would put it in better way.

A warning sign- Coldplay

I missed the good part, then I realized,
I started looking and the bubble burst,
I started looking for excuses,
Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you,
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so

A warning sign,
It came back to haunt me, and I realized,
That you were an island and I passed you by,
And you were an island to discover

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you,
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so

And I'm tired, I should not have let you go,
Oooooooo,

So I crawl back into your open arms,
Yes I crawl back into your open arms,
And I crawl back into your open arms,
Yes I crawl back into your open arms.

If You're Gone- Matchbox 20

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone.
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - But I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem
I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

Wonderwall - Oasis

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Iris- Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

EVERYTHING - Lifehouse

find me here
and speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that's leading me
to the place
where I find peace again

you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life
to my soul
you are my purpose
you're everything

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this yeah

you calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

cause you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Yellow – Coldplay

Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do,

Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,

I wrote a song for you,

And all the things you do,

And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,

Oh what a thing to have done,

And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin

Oh yeah, your skin and bones,

Turn into something beautiful,

You know, you know I love you so,

You know I love you so.

I swam across,

I jumped across for you,

Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow,"

I drew a line,

I drew a line for you,

Oh what a thing to do,

And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,

Oh yeah your skin and bones,

Turn into something beautiful,

And you know for you,

I'd bleed myself dry for you,

I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,

Look how they shine for you,

Look how they shine for,

Look how they shine for you,

Look how they shine for you,

Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And all the things that you do.

I doubt this makes things any clearer but it's ok. This isn't a last ditch attempt to win her over/back, it's just to say that I am grateful for having your Heart even if it lasted less than a day. So I guess this leaves one final profession, which will either be the sweetest or most psychotic thing anyone has ever done for you. Enjoy. . . .

I missed the good part, then I realized,
I started looking and the bubble burst,
I started looking for excuses,
Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign

And I'm tired, I should not have let you go,

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

All the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

you calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

You know for you,

I'd bleed myself dry for you,

I'd bleed myself dry.

Totujours et pour eternite . . .