Cause Of Death: Loss Of Blood
The Disclaimer really doesn't matter because this isn't really a story so if you were expecting one about LOTR I suggest that you leave right now, though The songs quoted are obviously not mine nor are the characters used form Lord Of The Rings are not mine. . . . blah blah blah. But let me just say that I think the pigeons are like Aragorn and Arwen if you really think about it, and if you think hard enough Elron the meddler is fitted in some how. I did write a rather Lovely piece on my predicament, but as luck would have it, my memory stick has bogged up. Basically I have opened myself to some one I cannot have due to 'putzness' by both parties. The real problem is that this person is amazing and quiet literally perfect.
To comply with Fanfic rules I will tell my story and reincarnate Aragorn and Arwen as pigeons. One day I shall add a prologue that will clear things up. Picture them as friends and not Lovers at the time.
Arwen was chasing and pecking him on the head as birds of their kind do, though this was all good fun Aragron stopped in his stead to ask a question.
"Why are you always so mean to me?"
"I am?"
"Yes you are! Always making fun off me and pecking my beak."
"I did not realize I did such a thing."
"Well you do, hmpf!"
"Ok I shall stop, and if I do it again you just tell me."
And so they hobbled down the path to munch a forgotten bread roll, but when they reached it, Aragorn being a polite pigeon stood back.
"Ladies first"
"I'm not that hungery"
"Please just go"
"No you first"
And so it continued for a few minutes, the Aragorn stepped closer to Arwen, time seemed to stand still. He looked deep into her beady eyes and she began to blush. Their beaks almost touching, he shifted a little closer and . . . . PECKED HER ON THE HEAD!
"I win!"
Arwen felt a little embarrassed and the blooded rushed into and out of her face in one quick motion.
"Aragorn."
"Yes?"
"You are insufferable . . ." frustrated wing gesture as some humans do
"I know" insufferable arrogant tone
With that she flew off till she was just a speck, Aragorn watched, my how he did enjoy her company. Poor feathered Aragorn had harbored a crush on Arwen from the first time he saw her. Alas he kept this to himself for fear of rejection, pain and hurt.
Mean while Arwen was in a fury and flying into traffic, why did Aragorn tease her so? Being so occupied with thinking, she forgot that she cannot cross the road and had a near death experience with a mini bus. Thankfully Aragorn missed her so much that he flew to keep her company, and swooped in to knock her on to the pavement. She was breathless.
"What's wrong with you?! You know not to cross the M7!"
"Aragorn."
"What!"
"I have a confession."
"You have no brain? I already know feather head."
"I Love you. . . ."
He was stunned yet not quiet shocked . . .
Tune in next time for insert appropriate title here
That's a short story, keep it, do what you like. Now back to business.
Perhaps this just wasn't the time and place for us though I would have liked it to be. But I shall still wait an eternity, something's are worth the while. And now I have no clue what to say or what to do right now, which is in actual fact a miracle. Though I do feel . . . . But I thought that the music would put it in better way.
A warning sign- Coldplay
I
missed the good part, then I realized,
I started looking and the
bubble burst,
I started looking for excuses,
Come on in,
I've
gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my
loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign
When
the truth is, I miss you,
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
A
warning sign,
It came back to haunt me, and I realized,
That
you were an island and I passed you by,
And you were an island to
discover
Come
on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta
tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a
warning sign
When
the truth is, I miss you,
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
And
I'm tired, I should not have let you go,
Oooooooo,
So
I crawl back into your open arms,
Yes I crawl back into your open
arms,
And I crawl back into your open arms,
Yes I crawl back
into your open arms.
I
think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone.
I
think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - But I think
you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your
hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now
I'm relaxed - I can't be sure
I think you're so mean - I think
we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think
I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a
problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go
home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly
move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a
little bit of something me
In everything in you
I bet
you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet
my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
I
think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need
- this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I
can't relate and that's a problem
I'm feeling
If you're
gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of
breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you
need to come home
cuz there's a little bit of something me
In
everything in you
I think you're so mean - I think we should
try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just
scared - do I talk too much
I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm
dealing
Wonderwall - Oasis
Today
is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By
now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't
believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat
the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm
sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I
don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And
all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights
that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I
would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because
maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after
all
You're my wonderwall
Today
was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By
now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I
don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And
all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights
that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would
like to say to you
I don't know how
I
said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after
all
You're my wonderwall
I
said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after
an
You're my wonderwall
Said
maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the
one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And
I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me
somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I
don't want to go home right now
And
all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your
life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss
you tonight
And
I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you
to know who I am
And
you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth
in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you
bleed just to know you're alive
And
I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you
to know who I am
And
I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you
to know who I am
And
I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you
to know who I am
I
just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I
just want you to know who I am
EVERYTHING - Lifehouse
find me here
and speak to me
I want to feel
you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that's leading
me
to the place
where I find peace again
you are the
strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps
me trusting
you are the life
to my soul
you are my
purpose
you're everything
and how can I
stand here with
you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it
be
any better than this yeah
you calm the storms
and
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me
fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would
you take me in
take me deeper now
and how can I
stand
here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how
could it be
any better than this
and how can I
stand
here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how
could it be
any better than this
cause you're all I
want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything
you're
all I want
you're all I need
you're
everything
everything
you're all I want
you're all I
need
you're everything
everything
you're all I
want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything
and
how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would
you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
and
how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would
you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
would you
tell me
how could it be
any better than this
So
lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When
I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If
a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between
the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I
could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or
down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find
out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide
you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should
fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out
there
Who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I
would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll
go wherever you will go
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with
my hope
Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how
My
life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll
stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll
go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go
wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go
wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever
you will go
Yellow – Coldplay
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.
I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.
It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.
I doubt this makes things any clearer but it's ok. This isn't a last ditch attempt to win her over/back, it's just to say that I am grateful for having your Heart even if it lasted less than a day. So I guess this leaves one final profession, which will either be the sweetest or most psychotic thing anyone has ever done for you. Enjoy. . . .
I
missed the good part, then I realized,
I started looking and the
bubble burst,
I started looking for excuses,
Come on in,
I've
gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my
loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign
And I'm tired, I should not have let you go,
I
think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need
- this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I
know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
All
the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights
that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I
would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because
maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after
all
You're my wonderwall
I
bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I
bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
And
I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me
somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I
don't want to go home right now
And
all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your
life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss
you tonight
If
you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of
breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you
need to come home
cuz there's a little bit of something me
In
everything in you
And
maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch
you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great
wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's
someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
you
calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your
hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take
my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now
I
know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In
your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
You know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.
Totujours et pour eternite . . .
