I know, I know! I have to update everything but just let me have fun with new stories, please! I've been dying to do this FanFiction for a LONG time! I really hope you like this as much as I do!

-Korra-loid

NERU'S POV

I was just walking home from school when I saw a biker coming toward me. I stopped and stared at him, not thinking about what could happen to me if he just kept coming until he ran into me. He came closer and closer. I prepared myself for a collision, one I would probably not survive, which is OK with me. I've never had a reason to live anyways. Right as I prepared for impact, which is just my arms in front of my face, someone pushed me out of the way. When opened my eyes there was a blonde boy sitting in front of me. He looked at me and smiled. I looked away, but what I was looking at was what he was looking at. My black silky hair was in a knot at the bottom, which was weird for me. I looked at the knot in disgust. The blonde guy walked over to me and helped me up. "Are you OK?" He asked sincerely. I looked at him with wide eyes, nobody had asked me that before. "I'm fine. You?" I said with a smile, which was fake. He looked at me and nodded. "I'm Len, by the way." Len said as he looked over at my arm, which was red with blood. "I'm Neru." I said, again with a fake smile. I looked at my arm and saw the red blood. I panicked. 'I never had this much blood come out of me!' I thought. Len walked over to me, and grabbed my arm to look at it. "You should probably go home and bandage it, just to be safe." Len said with a sweet smile. "I could walk you home, ya know, for safety. You never want to walk home alone." Len said, again with a sweet smile that melted into my heart. "Um.. Sure you can walk me home." I said, with a fake smile that anyone could know as fake. Len grabbed my arm and glided me across the green grass. I looked at his hand when he let go of me, it was a little red with my blood. I looked down at the grass. 'I haven't felt this feeling for a long time. What is it called again? Love, or maybe. CRUSHING, thats what it's called!' I thought. I looked at him when he stopped. "You never told me where your house is." He looked back at me with that sweet smile that just crossed the line of melting my heart, it was searing! I looked at him and pointed toward an apartment building. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up toward him. I looked up at the sky only to see it was about to rain. The gray clouds that I love came rolling in, just at the right time, too! They seemed to whispering about the way the winds would blow me away. I looked over at my apartment building, 'Only 3 more blocks, you can do this!' I thought. I looked back at Len, who was looking at me, I looked away when I saw his eyes avert me. I looked over at the building again, I was even closer now! Maybe 2 more steps! I looked at Len again. "We can stop here, I can walk the rest of the way." I said with my fake smile. "OK, bye... Neru!" Len said as I went ahead and walked up the stairs. Thank goodness I was away from him!

THE NEXT MORNING...
(still Neru's POV)

I walked downstairs, to see my father asleep at his drawing desk, and my mother awake and making breakfast. She was horrible at cooking but we always ate as much as we could before we threw up. I skipped breakfast and went back upstairs before anyone could notice. I put on my school uniform and came back downstairs for my shoes and backpack. I played the happy game and giggled. I hated playing the happy game, but that was what had to happen when your never happy. I giggled again and kissed my mother's and father's cheek. I walked out of the door smiling, but when I got out of the apartment I scowled. I grabbed my pocket knife and put it into my hiding place in my pocket. I walked down 14 flights of stairs and sat down. I grabbed my pocket knife again and started to carve a line into the bottom of my wrist. Not too harmful. Not too harmless. I looked at the straight line carved into my wrist and stood up again, letting the warm red liquid drip down off my fingertips. I grabbed my red stained piece of cloth out of my backpack and pushed it up to my wrist and down my hand until the blood was gone. I looked around and walked over to the bus stop, which was where I saw a familiar boy with blonde hair. 'Since when did he go to my school?!' I thought. I walked over to the bus stop with a fake smile plastered on my face. I started to run over to the stop. I got there in time, as I always did. I looked over to Len, who was coming over to me. He grabbed my arms looked at them, when his eyes hit my wrist he sighed. "I knew it. You were cutting yourself, weren't you?" He questioned me. I shook my head, he knew I was lying. But just in time the bus came, oh I love my bus driver when she's here on time! I ran up the steps and to the back of the bus, no one ever sat back here! I looked across the isle to see a blonde haired girl, a pink haired girl, and a teal haired girl. Ms. Pink Luka, and Ms. Teal Miku. But the blonde I hadn't seen before, but she was scowling at me with a cold face. She looked down the isle and her face lighted up. I could see why, it was Len. She looked at him and smiled. "Here, take our seat! We can sit up in front." The blonde girl said with beady eyes. "Um... OK." Len replied. The 3 girls got up and shuffled to the front. I looked out the window and put in my earbuds. I played my favorite song, Hello Planet by: Hatsune Miku. I looked over at Len, who was looking at me. Once he saw me looking at him he averted his eyes. I did too. Well here comes the school. I'll have to kiss happiness goodbye.

I hope you liked this so review for me! I'm going to make more POV's next chapter. Have fun during break! If your on winter break!