A/N : Hey guys so this is my first fan fiction! I couldn't help but start with an Ed Winry story. I would absolutely love your comments and reviews, so tell me if you love it, hate it or anywhere in between.


Chapter 1- Disbelief

"I'm sorry…there's nothing else we can do for her, the wound was too deep…"

"That's not good enough! That stupid bastard Envy, when I get my hands on him I'll kill him!" Edward yelled. Never had he felt this angry, this frustrated, this useless, this heartbroken. His childhood friend, his best friend, was dying and he couldn't do a thing to help her.

"Brother calm down," Alphonse, who sounded just moments away from tears, said. Alphonse had always had a good heart; he tried to be understanding and optimistic even when it hurt him. Edward however never understood how Al could be so calm; it frustrated him to the core. Especially when it regarded Winry.

"Calm down?" Al could tell Ed was about to explode, he was already yelling and his face continued to turn red with anger.

Ed was so infuriated he could feel his blood boiling inside him, the next thing he knew his fist was flying towards the wall. He hit the wall with such force Al was surprised he didn't punch a hole in it.

Ed kept his fist where it was as he roared, "That's Winry in there! She has been stabbed and I can't do a thing to save her. We have spent years travelling and studying alchemy, but when it really comes down to it we can't save anyone!" His tone began to drop and as he clenched his other fist; Al began to wonder if his big brother was going to cry, "We couldn't save mum, we couldn't keep dad home, and now…Winry….Winry is going to be taken away," Ed's head dropped his blonde hair covering his face, "I wonder if this is God taking his revenge on us for doing the ultimate taboo; if this is his way of laughing at us and putting us back into place."

Al felt Ed's pain; all he could bring himself to say was "Brother…we have to say our goodbyes…its now," Al's heart sunk and his barely finished his sentence, "Or never."

Goodbye. The thought broke Edward. How could he prepare himself to say goodbye to his best friend, to the woman he loved.

Love, he loved her. Reality hit Ed like a ton of bricks. He had known Winry his entire life and he only just realized that he loved her. He had realized now that it was too late. Goodbye. Goodbye. I love you. Goodbye.

Ed looked up at Alphonse, barely holding in the tears and gave a slight nod. Finally the nurse looked at the boys sympathetically and said ever so quietly: "Follow me".

Ed's heart was racing as they walked through the hospital. He was praying that there had been a mix up, that he wouldn't walk into the room and find his best friend on a hospital bed barely holding onto life.

His heart fell to his stomach as the nurse gestured that this was the room. He walked in the doorway and saw a small, fragile, pale face smiling at him. It was Winry; hisWinry.


So I hope you liked it. Stay tuned for an update! Please tell me what you think :)