Jacob had come around to pick me up and take me down to LaPush.
i knew he had false intentions, but i went anyway bacause i really wanted to see him.
when we got there he started on his speech that he must have prepared.
''Bella, just think this could be your home. You wouldnt have to change anything for me. I love you as you are bella. We could even get you some feathers for ur hair.''
''jacob no i love edw-' he cut me off.
''bella wait, dont say that, just let me show u what i made for you, for us''
he lead me around to the side of the house.
behind the house was a tepee of some sought.
''see bella i built that for us. thats how much i love you. we could live here, look theres our little fire and theres our newspaper beds and theres the shit bucket in the corner''
i didnt know what to say. all i could manage was;;
''look jacob im sorry im just messed up right now. i love edward and yes i love you because thats the selfish bitch that i am. i just cant make up my mind so im just going to continue to hurt you and edward in the process cause thats the dumb cow i am''
i started to walk towards the car when jacob said.
''look bella just come inside for a bit. you can ring edward from there so he can come and get you'' he tried to hide the dissapointment in his voice but i saw right through it.

as i walked in the door i saw and image i knew i would never be able to forget.

billy was naked.
he was humping wheely.
right in the middle of the living room
there were feathers everywhere and
his crusty old turds were being knocked all over the place.

''come on wheely! ooh yes pretty thang you flames turn me on.''

i just stood there motionless staring at the sight.
thats when jacob broke the silence.

''dad what are you doing?!!'
''oh my god son. you said you werent going to be home all day! how dare you interupt my daily lovin sessions with the wheelinator. she just got some sexy new wheels put on too!!''

''daily love session?!'' jacob spluttered.

that was it. id had enough. my legs finally started to react. I spun around and bounded away. I fell down a few times but i didnt care. i didnt stop running until i got to the treaty line.

that morning i was still confused and undecided. although i loved edward i also loved jacob.

but my day at LaPush had made my decision for me.

the image of billy and wheely going for it would haunt me forever and ever.