Jacob
had come around to pick me up and take me down to LaPush.
i
knew he had false intentions, but i went anyway bacause i really
wanted to see him.
when
we got there he started on his speech that he must have
prepared.
''Bella,
just think this could be your home. You wouldnt have to change
anything for me. I love
you
as you are bella. We could even get you some feathers for ur
hair.''
''jacob
no i love edw-' he cut me off.
''bella
wait, dont say that, just let me show u what i made for you, for
us''
he
lead me around to the side of the house.
behind
the house was a tepee of some sought.
''see
bella i built that for us. thats how much i love you. we could live
here, look theres our little fire and theres our newspaper beds and
theres the shit bucket in the corner''
i
didnt know what to say. all i could manage was;;
''look
jacob im sorry im just messed up right now. i love edward and yes i
love you because thats the selfish bitch that i am. i just cant make
up my mind so im just going to continue to hurt you and edward in the
process cause thats the dumb cow i am''
i
started to walk towards the car when jacob said.
''look
bella just come inside for a bit. you can ring edward from there so
he can come and get you'' he tried to hide the dissapointment in his
voice but i saw right through it.
as i walked in the door i saw and image i knew i would never be able to forget.
billy
was naked.
he
was humping wheely.
right
in the middle of the living room
there
were feathers everywhere and
his
crusty old turds were being knocked all over the place.
''come on wheely! ooh yes pretty thang you flames turn me on.''
i
just stood there motionless staring at the sight.
thats
when jacob broke the silence.
''dad
what are you doing?!!'
''oh
my god son. you said you werent going to be home all day! how dare
you interupt my daily lovin sessions with the wheelinator. she just
got some sexy new wheels put on too!!''
''daily love session?!'' jacob spluttered.
that was it. id had enough. my legs finally started to react. I spun around and bounded away. I fell down a few times but i didnt care. i didnt stop running until i got to the treaty line.
that morning i was still confused and undecided. although i loved edward i also loved jacob.
but my day at LaPush had made my decision for me.
the image of billy and wheely going for it would haunt me forever and ever.
