AN: I wrote this for Gamma's Character Playlist Challenge with the pairing Druna! :) I urge you to listen to the song that Inspired this, She Is The Sunlight by Trading Yesterday, It's the perfect Draco/Luna song.
I couldn't stay away and not for one moment of my life could I imagine myself without her, she is the sunlight washing away the grime of my tired existence.
Time became my war, things were dark and serious, I followed blindly into what I thought was right, and when it was too late and backing out would mean cowardice and shame to my name, I couldn't. For all the wrongs I've made and the people I've condemned, I take it back tenfold.
Saying such things doesn't totally wipe away permenent damage, and I know what I've done cannot be undone, but with her I think I can slowly pull myself out of the hole. The hole where my parents raised me, and the hole I feel in my chest thinking back on my childhood.
The stain of unforgiving sin and shame hover over my heart like a hummingbird constanly beating it's wings by my heart, sending multiple waves of regret. I absolutely wish for the past to be the past, and move forward happier than ever. Can we take a moment to forget the predjudice and remember what we all stood together for?
It took just a moment and a weary soul for me to finally open my eyes and see the sunlight. My sun is gone, all my motives and ambitions I had while under the strain of war, the motivation to do anything fled my heart. The only thing for Luna to do, was look at me with wide, searching eyes concerned for my health.
She picked me up and dusted me off, took me into her loving arms, and that's what matters. If all the flowers faded away, and all the stormclouds decided to stay, then you would find me each hour the same, standing beside the one who saved me. She is tomorrow, and I am today. She lives in a daydream, and I'm stuck in reality. Luna is healing, and I am the pain. I don't belong.
I will never be as cynical and arrogant as I was back in school, but neither will I stop being sarcastic and drastic. Luna, she is soft and gentle, but terribly honest. Something I need more in my life, taking things at face value, and learning to trust. That's what Luna teaches me.
I love her more than anything, and this is the side of me she's awakened, yet who knew I was so clingy? I'm happier than I've ever been and It's all because my darkness was filled with sunlight.
