A/N: This is kind of a AU or something... in Kaito's POV and warning for suicide... I'm sorry D: I just wanted to write this cause this song made me think of this!
I'm Kaito Tenjo and it is winter today.. and I have turned nineteen today.. on this day I bought some pills that I thought I would need, I'm not the same anymore, not after a lot of people in my life died. Yuma well he was so sad over Astral's death that he well… he's gone.. and tonight I can't take it anymore, tonight on this December night I can't take it.
I miss Yuma, I miss my friends, they aren't the same anymore and neither am I… I wrote a letter to my family Haruto, and my damned father… Dr. Faker, I told them to know it isn't their burden that I'm doing this, just lately I feel I don't fit in here any longer.
And I don't, I don't, I who came back from many hard times, can't take it.
So please forgive me for what I do tonight, I'm tired, I've downed the pills by down, and there is nothing left to do but sleep for me.
I will be pure tonight, I Kaito Tenjo will repent for my sins, I'm pure tonight like snow, like gold… I'm Kaito Tenjo and I'm sorry…
Please remember me as I was, happy, not this sad man that I am now…
