I'm scared.
I am more scared than I ever was before.

I just got here and I thought it was great,
but now I know that it isn't a game.
The death is real.

And I've never been very good at playing games.
I'll be gone before I can next blink.
I'm scared.

My doom is imminent,
I know that now.
All that lies is my future is disaster.

That is all that I have learned.
In all my years of life.
But to think...
It ends in my one escape.

Oh, the irony.