Song; Like We Used To by A Rocket To The Moon~ I own nothing! & This is more than just one chapter long!(:

~SUMMARY~

After dealing with his breakup with Jade, he sits and recalls some of their memories.


Beck was sitting in his RV, on his bed to be exact. Tears were pouring out of his eyes while he was running his hands through his hair. Jade had broken up with him a week earlier. After four years, she sent him a text that said "Breaking up with u, bye" They had been dating since they were thirteen, they now were seventeen.

"I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me

Sharing pillows and cold feet

She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat

If only I could be in that bed again

If only it were me instead of him"

He sat there, remembering all of the moments him and Jade has shared together.

-flashback-

Jade had spent the night at his place one night, as she had no way home. She was sleeping, his arms around her. Her head was cuddled up to his chest, and his arm was around her. The only noise that Beck could hear was the steady breathing of Jade. In and out, in and out, in and out.

-flashback ended-

"Does he watch your favorite movies?

Does he hold you when you cry?

Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?

When you've seen it a million times"

-flashback-

Jade had came over to watch movies all day while cuddling up with Beck. It was midnight and they had been watching movies while lying in Beck's bed since 5:00PM. Jade had them watch her favorite movie of all time, The Scissors Takeover. She had them watch it each time they had a movie night, which was every Saturday night. Beck never complained, not once.

-flashback ended-

"Does he sing to all your music

While you dance to "Purple Rain"?

Does he do all these things

Like I used to?"

-flashback-

Jade was listening to one of her favorite songs, Forever & Always by Parachute. Yes, big bad, mean Jade liked that song. Beck had sung it to Jade, and he meant the words.

"I want you forever, Forever and always, Through the good and the bad and the ugly," Jade was smiling more than ever before as he finished singing.

-flashback ended-

"14 months and 7 days ago

Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night

Just your skin against the window

But we took it slow and we both know"

-flashback-

Beck and Jade had just lost their virginity to each other just moments before. In his RV, yes, but it was still a special night for them. Candles lit up around the room, Cinnamon Spice, Jade's favorite, they had gone out to dinner and a movie that night, and then came home and had their "fun".

-flashback ended-

"It shoulda been me inside that car

It should have been me instead of him in the dark"

-flashback-

Beck was on a walk, trying to clear his mind of Jade. It was only three hours after Jade had sent her breakup-text, and he saw her in the car of another guy, making out roughly. Beck gasped and stared for a minute, and eventually the two stopped and Jade looked up, saw Beck, smirked, and continued kissing the guy.

-flashback ended-

"I know, love

(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)

Happens all the time, love

(I always end up feeling cheated)

You're on my mind, love

(Oh sorta let her when I need it)

That happens all the time, love, yeah"

"Will he love you like I loved you?

Will he tell you everyday?

Will he make you feel like you're invincible

With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?

Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?

Will you do all these things

Like we used to?

Oh, like we used to"

Beck hoped only one thing; that Jade actually loved him the whole four years they were dating. If it had all been a lie, well Beck just couldn't handle that. When she's with her new "boyfriend", he wants to know if he'll love her as much as he did, and still does. "Don't throw it all away.." He sung out before he fell asleep, exhausted from crying so much.