I never cry like..
Like a little girl. But...
There's something that makes me cry.
I can't show it, but I can tell you.
I have a very bad nightmare.
Last day in dorm...
"Hi Key Baby. What's wrong" I heard the sound.
"Oh Hyung. Nothing." That's Jjong.
"So why are you sad, Baby?" Junghyun asked me again.
Hmm.. should I tell him..
"Key," Jonghyun called me.
What' wrong?
"Oh, no! Call the ambulance! Hurry!" I feel shocked.. panic..
Oh my.. Jinki... Jinki...
Did u know what?
Jinki cut his wrist. By himself.
No...
Don't die..
I love you Jinki..
Jinki...
"JINKI!"
"Hey umma what's wrong? Why are you sweating and panic like that?" Oh my...
I hug Taemin and said, "Nothing to worry about. Now go to sleep, 'kay?"
"Ok umma."
After he gone...
"Jinki."
"Oh my Kibum... What's wrong with you?" Jinki asked me. Thet he sat beside me, and tried to calm me down.
"I've a nightmare.."
"What kind of?"
"In my dream you're getting stressed then you cut your wrist. You almost die and... and..,"
"..."
Jinki hugged me, then kissed me in my lips..
It's so soft.. and passionate.
I never think that way to Jinki.
Ever.
" there's nothing to worry Kibum. I don't want to leave you. I'll always on your side and your heart."
After he calmed me down..
Finally I can cry.
So loud even Jjong, Minho, and Taemin can hear it.
"I... I know.. that... you'll... always... beside... me...,"I shuttered.
After that, I fell asleep in his arms.. I feel better... and this all thanks to my lovely Jinki.
"Saranghaeyo.. Jinki...,"Mumbled me.
"Saranghaeyo... Kibum..," whisper Jinki beside my ears.
Finally I can feel dreams.
Very very sweet dreams.
