My sister's getting married. It's a happy occasion, I should feel happy for her...I am happy for her. I just can't help but feel sad for me at the same time, selfish right? I mean I'm 23 and I practically know every single guy with in a 20 mile radius of townsville and I still haven't found the one and I've tried, believe me I've tried. I've been on tons of dates; they've just never ended well. I want a guy that can keep me on my toes, a guy that can keep up with my intelligence and counteract, I want someone spontaneous and fun, someone I can trust, is that too much to ask for? I want someone to love, I don't want to just settle for the first guy with an interest. Maybe, maybe I'm just meant to be alone. That could be a possiblity, I guess I'm just one of those freaks of nature. A crazy cat lady just waiting to happen. But, the thing is sometimes I feel like its coming, like he's coming. I feel like theres someone out there for me...I just don't know where yet. I sound crazy I know but hey, isn't love supposed to be?
