This is my first time publishing a story and i literally wrote this in the middle of my chemistry class, so it might suck.
I do not own Harry Potter. It would be cool if I did, but I don't.
Warning: Mentions of abuse and homosexual relationships
I hope you're happy.
Happy for the way you've made me feel.
Made me suffer.
Suffer under your twisted love, under your indifference.
I hope you're happy.
You've made me feel like this
And yet you didn't commit.
How do you think I felt when I caught you, with her?
When you were supposed to be with me.
Of course no one knew that, you made sure to keep our relationship secret.
If you could call it a relationship.
I guess it's another way you screwed me over.
I saw you happy there, with her,
You never looked at me like that.
Not now, never now.
It might have been like that at the very beginning,
But then you changed, we changed.
I always wondered what went wrong,
Where I went wrong.
Maybe you were just with me out of pity,
But my bruises speak differently.
Now you're getting married.
I thought you might have been cheating,
You certainly acted different recently.
But pregnant! How low!
I find out your getting married,
And she's pregnant with your child.
I should be used to this by now,
Being unwanted, being forgotten, being mistreated, being discarded.
But I had hope with you,
But no, you turned cruel.
And when I heard that news,
It ripped my heart out all over again.
I try to act strong,
But its hard, to see you with her every day.
I wonder if she knows the real you,
The you I know.
The cheater, the hater, the bully.
I wonder if she would accept you,
Like I did for so long in our relationship.
But I guess that's over,
Though I was never notified so.
Now all I do is see you with her,
And it tears me apart inside to see you.
Every. Single. Time.
And you ask, why don't I leave then?
I've never had an answer.
Maybe I still expect something from you.
Maybe I'm trying to wake up from this horrible nightmare,
But I've learned this isn't a nightmare, its reality.
And it hurts,
So much.
Buts it's hard to get over you.
We've been together so long,
Ever since you first saw me fight a dragon,
And now I'm discarded again, all alone.
And you've moved on,
Without me.
And I'm left on the side lines, with healing bruises from you.
I hope you're happy.
Please review! Any comments/criticism would be awesome!
