Thoughts
Every night I lie awake
Thoughts running through my head
Thoughts I can't stop or control
Out of control thoughts
Strange thoughts
Hurtful thoughts
Deceitful thoughts
You thoughts
My head can't control the thoughts
My heart can't control the emotions
I lie awake knowing you're in the next room
I lie awake knowing I could be holding you in my arms
But you can't tell
You don't notice my crazy thoughts
You can't see the swirl in my head
Confusing and amazing and scary and weird and wonderful and
I can't go on
My thoughts won't let me
They keep me awake
And when I drift off they still plague me
Images of you
Your laugh
Your smile
Your face
Always there to great me in my dreams
Such wonderful dreams
Such wonderful thoughts
Then what's wrong with me
Your there
I'm here
That's wrong
You should be here with me
I should be able to see your face and touch your lips
Not just in my thoughts
Why won't I let you in?
Why can't I tell you?
Why are my thoughts keeping me from you?
Thoughts of fear
Thoughts of pain
Thoughts of hope
I fear you won't accept me
Past pains have scarred me
I hope you will love me
Thoughts of hurtfulness
Thoughts of acceptance
Thoughts of love
I'm always so cruel
How can you ever accept me?
You say you love me
Can it be true?
Thoughts of hope
What if you do
Thoughts of doubt
Why are you still here?
What thoughts have been going through your head?
What have you been thinking of at night as you drift off to sleep?
Do you dream of me?
Thoughts of hope
We can make it work
In the end its only thoughts that keep us apart
But a single thought can change that
Thoughts of love
I love you
Thoughts of joy
You love me
Thoughts of peace
That's all we need
In the end thoughts don't matter
In the end
It comes down to you
And to me
In the end WE are all that matter
In the end
Love
Is all that matters
(A/N please review and tell me what you think!!!!)
