Amanda's POV

I Act Like I Hate You

I act like I hate you.

I push you around.

I swear at you.

But in the end I bring you close to me.

The warmth of your breath a pleasure to my soul.

Your body a free gift that I wish I could claim.

You make me feel worthless.

Like I'll never be good enough.

You demean me.

You say I don't know but I do.

I want to impress you. I try to.

But I will never be good enough.

I act like I hate you.

I push you around.

I swear at you.

But in the end…boom

I will always wonder what could have been.