Holla people. I'm here again and i changed my name, like it? I haven't written anything in a while because my computer hasn't worked, and i've been seriously out of ideas.

I got this idea from a youtube video i watched, it was awesome! http://www.youtubecom/watch?vxkkCnoUVjio ( this is the link to the video. If this doesn't work just search on youtube Angels - A Shin & Maya Tribute. Hope you enjoy!!

Disclaimer: I don't own Maya or Shin, or anything else that has to do with this show. Too bad, I do have some wicked ideas for it.

On With The Show

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When Maya sleeps at night she always dreams of her dead brother, Shin Natsume.

She likes the dreams of when they were at their happest together. When he's teasing her or when they're training together, and she just looks at him and feels this warm tightness in her chest. In those moments she feels alive and happy, a love for her brother that at times seems far to intimate for a sister to feel for her brother and more like one that a women feels for her lover.

Even though it was be a bit confusing at times, it would show up at random moments. Like during a hug where she'd linger for far more than deemed appropriate before pulling away, or staring at the beads of sweat rolling down his back and chest near hypnotized, before looking away so he wouldn't catch her.

She suspected that he knew about her more than family feelings for him when he started doing the same things to her. Now he would hold her more intimately in their hugs, and linger there as well, squeezing his arms tighter around her as if he never wanted to let go. He would try to always have a part of his body touching hers, be it a hand or his leg, and he'd lean closer to her when they were together.

She always wished in the morning that all her dreams would be like that.

Then there were the dreams that made her try to stay up as long as possible all night. The ones where she'd wake up screaming, breaking out in a cold sweat as she tried to calm herself down.

In those dreams there'd be blood all over the floor and he'd be in the middle of it all, either dead or the one killing, with that sword on him. She never knows whether to hate that fucking sword or love it, because even though it had made him into a killer, it had also bound them together, her and Shin, twisted them together so tightly that no matter what they did she would always be under his skin and in him, and visca versa. (She could never hate him though, no matter what he did, because he was her Shin and even though it's wrong and bad they'd always have each other and the pure but twisted more than family love they shared.)

The parts with the blood are bad, but the worse part is that he's always looking at her, with this desperate iloveyou-loveme-ineedyou-don'tleaveme look. Her heart always breaks as he looks at her, and she knows that the same look is in her eyes as she looks at him.

After those moments they're younger again and she's running to him while he's standing there with his arms out, and he's smiling and happy and so is she because all she ever really cared about was making him happy. She is always just about to be in his arms agian when he disappears, leaving her on the ground crying and calling for him.

She usually wakes up after that, his name on her tongue as she calls it out to her cold, dark bedroom.

She hates when she has those dreams, hates the lonely feeling it leaves her with that aches long after. The more masochostic side of her is more than happy for the permanent imprint on her heart, the hole he left behind in the wake of his death. It keeps her wanting him, longing for his presence beside her forever.

It all comes back to her dreams, though, and no matter how different they are, she always wakes already crying.

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