Whenever I see her with him. I feel iam the most unluckiest man on earth and he is the luckiest.

Whenever I see him pulling her closer to him. I feel iam drowning.

whenever I see him kiss her. I can feel myself turning green with envy.

I feel guilty. Guilty of leaving her .guilty of treating her like dirt. But everytime I see her I can feel the hope that is growing in me. Though I know it would never happen. I dream of her coming back to me.

I wish I would have never left.then she would have been in my arms instead of his.

I would be kissing her instead of him. I would be the one wiping away her tears. How I wish I had a time machine and go back to the past and repair what have I done. Though I know it would never happen……..

I just want you to know……………………

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

I can't see how happy she is with him. It could have been me.

But I had my chance and I let it go away………………….

With that I drove away to somewhere far where I could forget her, even though I knew I was stating the impossible……………….

Au-this is jess's pov….