Hey guys, it's me. This isn't really a FanFiction but I feel the need to just give my sorrows to Cory Monteith, AKA Finn Hudson.
When I heard the news early this morning, I didn't even believe my cousin. She sent it to me in a text saying, "Cory Monteith is dead. AKA Finn from Glee. This upsets me." We her personality, I wasn't even sure if she was being serious or not. I started to go on Twitter to see if there was anything, and there was a shit load of stuff. I don't follow many people on there, but the few that I do all posted their condolences for his family and friends. I saw that the trends were "RipCoryMonteith," "PrayForLea," and so on. I was still completely in shock, tears literally nearly falling down my face, I kid you not.
Next, I go on Tumblr, searching his tag. Everything is blowing up with stuff about him and how amazing he was and how silly he was on set and how he was now Lea's star looking down on her. That just upset me more. While scrolling the tag, I come across a post saying it was two weeks before Cory and Lea were supposed to get married. Two weeks. That just tore my heart into millions, billions of pieces. Of course, me being me, I decide that it's a good idea to look up the Don't Stop Believing cover the cast did in their first episode. Bad idea. I was sobbing-I am not kidding-sobbing as I listened to it. I watched the video along with it, making myself remember the whole series and how amazing Cory truly was.
I cannot imagine the pain everyone he knew is feeling, especially Lea. I can't even imagine how hard it will be when she's alone on the day they were planning on getting married. I can't imagine all their family and friends who were planning on coming canceling their flights and hotel reservations and everything else because of this. I can't imagine how hard it must be on Cory's mother, having to bury her own child. I can't imagine what some of the people who have tried to help him get better through rehab are feeling when they thought he was doing alright. I can't imagine what some of the Gleeks are going through; I know he was so many people's idol, including one of my own.
I continue to pray for him, his family, his friends, his fiance, his fans, his everything. I hope everyone here in this fandom can get through this.
Lots of love and prayers,
Sam xoxo
