"Hinamori-san," The boy exclaimed, blushing furiously. "I like you! Please go out with me!"

"I'm sorry." The girl responded without hesitation, bowing low. "I made a promise with someone and I fully intend to keep it. So.. I can't go out with you."

Amu sighed as she watched the boy walk away dejectedly. Technically, she wasn't the one who made the promise, but she was eagerly awaiting the day her stray cat would come back for her. She wondered if she was 'adult' enough now.

It was 5 years after he had left and her Shugo Charas had returned to her heart a few months ago, so she should be ready. Or at least she thought. She had turned 18 a couple months ago, and was about to graduate from high school.

Ikuto hadn't needed to look for his father anymore, since Tsukiyomi Aruto had showed up at Nikaidou-sensei's wedding, but he decided he wanted to leave anyway. He had to see the world for himself.

I'm older now than he was when he left, She thought.

She looked up at the sky, briefly letting her eyes linger on the trees. He was always showing up unexpectedly from a branch just out of her reach. She wondered if he still did that.

A quick flash of pain crossed her heart at the thought of him popping up in some other girl's personal space.

No. She shut down such negative thoughts. She lightly touched the tip of her nose, He promised.

When Amu got home she saw her little sister, Ami, in front of the TV singing along with her most recent idol. Her newborn Shugo Chara dancing around the air with her. It was a bittersweet day when Ami came barging into her room to show her the egg. It was so unlike Ran, Miki, Su, and Dia's. It was pink and frilly, just like Ami.

Amu greeted her mother halfheartedly and made her way up to her room. One day, She told herself, I'm going to stop feeling lonely in my own room.

She desperately missed the sound of her Chara's playing and making fun of her. She could really use someone to talk to after having to turn that boy down. Dia would have known just what to say.

She flopped down onto her bed, only to jump right back up when it grunted in pain.

"Ikuto!" She gasped, as she ripped the blanket off of him.

And there he was. Her stray. He was holding his side, where she had landed on him, and clearly trying to hold back tears of pain. "Yo."

Ignoring that he was already in pain, Amu began hitting him on his chest. "You should've told me you were coming!"

He just grabbed her hands and pulled her onto the bed against him.

"What's wrong?" He asked, "You sighed pretty loud when you came in."

"Oh," Amu hesitated. Would he get jealous if he knew another boy liked her? He already knew Tadase did, but that was years ago and her prince had long since moved on.

"What is it?"

"Um.. It's nothing, really.." She fidgeted. "Just, a boy in my class asked me out after school."

He tensed up so slightly she almost missed it, but the way he turned his head away from her was unmistakable. He was still bad at showing his expressions it seemed.

"I said no," She added, answering the question she could practically feel radiating from him.

Ikuto let out a breath and turned back to face her, looking relieved but conflicted.

"Have you been...," He hesitated, struggling with releasing the words. "I mean, this whole time...?"

"What?"

"You haven't dated anyone else this whole time?" He had turned away from her again, but she could see his ears turn bright pink.

A memory sparked.

"Don't touch anywhere erotic, you perverted kid," He smirked up from her lap. "My ears are my weak spot. Just like you."

Amu reached out to stroked his ear and he flinched back, turning to stare at her wide eyed and blushing.

"No I haven't," Amu replied, grinning.

"You perverted kid."

Amu laid back against the pillows, and after a moment Ikuto did the same.

"You..." He started, again looking like he didn't want to say whatever it was. "You should probably try it..."

"Try what?" Amu asked.

"...Dating."

Amu blushed, "Is this...? Are you..." She stuttered, "Me and you...?"

He smiled at her gently, "Sorry no. Not me and you. Just you."

Her heart missed a beat. "What?"

"I've been thinking about it a lot while I was gone. Amu," He said, seriously, holding her gaze. "I'm still a lot older than you. And waiting around until you turned 18 feels... kinda weird?"

Amu could feel tears start to build up in her eyes. If this was how it was going to be, he should've just stayed gone.

"I still love you, Amu. I always will," He continued, taking hold of her hand. Almost like he could sense she wanted to run away. "And I'll still be here when you're ready."

"I'm ready now," She interrupted.

"But," He shushed her. "You deserve a chance to explore your options. Find yourself. I just want to know that when you pick me it's not because you fell for me when you were 13."

A single tear ran down her cheek. "Get out."

"Amu.."

"Just leave, you stupid cat!" She shouted. "Why'd you even come back?"

Ikuto didn't answer her. He just reached over and kissed her lightly on the nose. His promise from before hung heavy in the air. Then he got up and left, jumping down from her balcony.

Amu cried herself to sleep, clutching the pillow he had been using.


When Amu woke up, she had 10 texts from Utau and 4 from Kukai. She decided it was probably safer to open Kukai's first.

'Yo Hinamori, Utau asked me to text you.'

'Hey.. Utau seems pretty worried?'

'What happened? She won't tell me, but she keeps asking me to get you to talk to her?'

'Hinamori?'

Amu sighed. She should have known. Kukai and Utau had moved in together about a year ago, so of course she would rope him into texting her as well.

Hesitantly, Amu opened the first of Utau's texts.

'Amu, what happened? Ikuto just got back and he looks really depressed? (He's staying with us BTW, if you want to find him later. He won't talk to me...'

The rest were variations of Text me back or Call me. Amu didn't want to do either, but she figured it wasn't fair of her to just let Utau worry.

'It's fine. Don't worry about it.' She typed. 'Sorry for the late reply, I just woke up.'

Seconds later, Amu's phone buzzed with Utau's reply. 'Are you sure? Ikuto's still not coming out?'

'Yeah. We're good.'

Amu turned off her phone and buried her head back into her pillow. So it wasn't all just a bad dream after all. She let out a shaky breath and pushed herself up. Her face felt puffy from all the crying and she had promised to go watch Nagihiko's new performance.

He would notice right away that something was wrong, and Amu seriously debated whether or not she'd call him pretending to be sick.

In the end, she decided she had better go and get it over with. As usual, his dancing was superb. He had developed his own style of dancing, mixing his feminine upbringing with his natural masculinity. It was amazing to watch. Amu almost forgot about her heartbreak.

Rima was captivated, as well. She looked like she forgot Amu was even sitting next to her. Even after 5 years, she continued to act like she wasn't head over heels for Nagihiko, but Amu wasn't fooled for a second. Nagi, of course, never pushed her. He would make offhanded comments about liking her just to watch her get flustered though.

"Amu!" Kukai shouted, jogging up to her after the show. "You never texted me back. Did you get in touch with Utau?"

"Yeah, I did. She didn't tell you?"

"Nah, she's been at rehearsals since early. She's had me trying to get Ikuto to talk this whole time," He looked at her pointedly.

Amu turned away from him, "Ikuto's never been very talkative anyway."

Luckily, he let the subject drop as Nagi came out from backstage no longer dressed as a woman. They all went to a cafe to congratulate him. After a bit, Yaya and Tadase came to join them. Even though they were all spread out in different high schools, they still took the time to get together every couple of weeks.

Amu could feel Rima and Nagi watching her a little too closely. They were always the first to notice if she wasn't happy, being her closest girl (sorta) friends. She promptly ignored them, instead focusing on the rest of the group. All of them had lost their Chara's except for Yaya and Tadase. Both of them were still holding tight to their dreams, yet getting no closer to them. Lately, they would come over to her house just to let Pepe and Kiseki play with Ami's new guardian.

As the group began to leave, Nagi and Rima each took hold of Amu's hands and pulled her along with them into an alleyway. It reminded her of a certain someone. Amu knew she wouldn't get out of this talk once Nagi put his long hair up into a ponytail. He knew missed telling her problems to Nadeshiko.

"What's wrong?" He started, changing the pitch of his voice. Now that he was an adult, it wasn't as smooth of a change and usually defused some of the tension in it's hilarity. Today it didn't seem to help.

"Nothing's wrong," Amu lied, unconvincingly.

"Amu..."

Rima reached out and held Amu's hand in both of her own to show her support.

"Ikuto came back."

Nagi beamed at her, "That's great, Amu!" His smile dropped slightly. "Why does it feel like it's not great?"

"Isn't this what you've been waiting for?" Rima pitched in.

"He..." Amu stared hard at the floor, fighting the tears. "He said I'm still too young for him, and I should try dating other guys."

"What?" Rima exclaimed, looking furious. "How dare he!"

Nagi paused then said, "Maybe he's right?" Hurt and betrayal flashed in Amu's eyes and he quickly added, "Not that you're too young for him! It's just.. your teen years are supposed to be when you learn about yourself and what you like and don't like. You spent all those years waiting for him... So you didn't really have a chance to learn about yourself. Hardly anyone stays with the person they dated in their teens, so he probably just doesn't want to rush into things with you and have it end in disaster."

"It worked out for Kukai and Utau."

"Some people are just lucky," Rima said. "And Kukai and Utau are both stubborn, but they also work hard at what they want. Including relationships."

Amu let the pair wrap her in their warm embrace as she cried against them. She had always thought things would get better when Ikuto came back, and she could finally feel at home again. They brought her back to Nagi's house, where they had a sleepover with just the 3 of them. Having been brought up as a girl, his parents were cool with it. Rima and Amu conviniently told their parents they were with Nadeshiko.