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Live now, die tomorrow

Her beautiful chestnut hair was soaked through; at this moment she did not care if her hair was wet. Blair felt the water running down her back and her breathing getting heavy. Her clothes were so soaked and she felt her body going numb. Was she going to die here in this water filled room with no room for moving around? Blair Waldorf had never thought much about life until now.

She had maybe taken things for granted but never his love. She wished she could see him one last time before the water drowned her.

She was a young woman when the Second World War started. She had lived in England at the time. She had been too caught up in her own little bubble to notice things around her.

6 years earlier

"Blair, we are late and you promise Nate a dance," Serena says to Blair, Blair was fixing her hair and says" wait I can´t go without my hair done nicely."

The big ball was going on as Nate Archibald and Chuck Bass were drinking there drinks. Nate was a tall blond man with amazingly blue eyes, yes handsome. Chuck was the opposite of Nate, he was dark haired and with dark chocolate eyes. They had one thing in conmen they both had ivory skin and both were men.

They were waiting for the two girls. Blair and Serena walk in and Blair hugs Nate and then Chuck. Serena too gives the boys a hug and Nate and Blair take a dance.

"You look pretty," Nate says in a meaningful tone, after the dance. Blair walks back to Chuck and Serena. Serena and Nate went out to dance and Blair and Chuck were left behind.

"Waldorf, you don't suit him at all," Chuck says as he looks at Nate and Serena waltzing around out there.

Blair looks cross and says" you are just jealous of Nate." Chuck chuckles and says" you are so adorable when you get angry and no I am not jealous at all."

….

Chuck was lying he was jealous because Blair meant a lot to him. She has been his friend for so long and she knew him in and out.

"You are more adorable when you try to lie to me," Blair says reading him as an open book. Chuck gives a groan and says" I can read you too as you must have noticed."

Blair simply smiles and says" yes we read each other well." Chuck takes her hand as he leads her out on the dance floor. Chuck was leading her so gently to the music.

"Blair, I am leading here," Chuck says as Blair grips him tight and starts to move quickly.

"Not anymore," Blair says in a teasing tone as she leans in on him. Chuck spins her around and says" you are not so lady like as you look."

"Just shut the lid," Blair snaps as Chuck leans in and steals a kiss. Blair looks at him as his lips claim hers. Blair´s breath caught in her throat as Chuck holds her tight.

"Bass, what are you doing?" Blair asks as she draws herself away from Chuck.

"Showing you what you could have if you want it," Chuck says in a matter of fact tone. Blair wants to shake him for his cockiness.

"You are heinous," Blair hiss as she walks away from Chuck, Chuck just follows her out. Nate, Serena, Blair and Chuck went home to Chuck; his apartment was the only place they could party on.

Nate and Serena were in a heated kiss and Blair felt her heart sink, she knew there was a sparkle when Nate looked at Serena but she had never thought they were so in love.

Chuck looks at them and says in a husky tone" blond and blond look good together and so do brunette and brunette."Blair looks at Chuck and says" you knew it?"

"Yes, I have known for a long time," Chuck says not hiding anything from her. Blair did not know if she should leave or stay, seeing Nate and Serena so close was just like being cut open. Chuck drags her into his embrace as he says" you are beautiful and I hold you dear to me." It was not a love declaration but it means Chuck loves her in his own way.

"I hold you dear too," Blair says as she and Chuck kissed.

….

The war start and Blair´s father left for Paris and Blair with him.

She was standing at the dock waiting for Chuck to come. She knew this war with separate them for a long time. Chuck was furious over her decision as he says" I will not let you go"

"I will be back," Blair says in a reassuring tone as she leans into Chuck. He hugs her close and says" come back to me and England." They kissed a last time as Chuck looks as she is boarding the ferry.

2 Year later

Blair had gotten far, she only need to cross the border to England. She knew the Germens soldiers were looking for her. She had been on the roads for three days and she still need to get the letter to the right man.

It had been two years since she last seen Chuck and the thought of him still hunts her dreams. She missed him as she took the job as a courier. The war had let her do wild things; she carries letters to the resistance movement. She knew if she got caught by the Germen soldiers it would be all over for her.

She came to the border and spoke in her most perfect germen. They let her through because of the note from her father who was an ambassador. Blair had gotten well through with her blond wig. She had dress different so she could get well through.

She had not seen Nate or anybody else since she left England. He was in the resistance movement and Chuck was there to. She felt so glad to see Chuck so she ran into Chuck´s arms.

Chuck looks shock over the blond woman´s action until he could smell her hair.

"Blair you are back," Chuck says in a choked voice as Blair hugs him tight.