I don't own anything but the idea in this story.

1.

Jax watched as his son was finally patched in to the club. He was proud that he had made some kind of peace for them. He just wished that Tara had lived to see this day. He thought back to that time after Tara had died and how he had tried so hard to get revenge for what happened to her. He had thought that when he had Lin taken out he would finally be at peace but it didn't work that way. He remembered how Unser had told him things about how it didn't look like a hit, how it looked more personal. He couldn't shake those words. Unser went to his grave though without further explaining himself. It was ironic that the cancer didn't kill him but how a fall at his home did. He was still confused why Juice had been by to visit Unser and found him. He shook off his thoughts and looked over at Thomas. He could see the anticipation in his eyes for the kutte that his older brother was wearing. It would be a couple more years. Jax was still trying to come to terms with the fact that Thomas wanted a part of this. He had felt like he was disappointing Tara by that. But he also knew that Tara would be happier about the club being legal.

Jax couldn't believe it had been so many years since the last time he was able to make love to his wife, for him he could remember it as if it had just happened. He had never found another to love like he did his Tara. Yeah, he got his dick wet occasionally but he stayed away from the croweaters and sweet butts. It made him remember what he had done to Tara shortly before she was killed. He occasionally met someone that he could forget himself for the night and that was satisfactory to him. He had watched as his mother had gotten older but she tried so hard to not let it show. She still took care of the club although losing Bobby really took a toll on her. He remembered how there for a long while Abel had wanted nothing to do with his mother and he seen how it had hurt her. But eventually he grew out of that. Again he turned to watch Abel as he was being patted on the back and taunted as they do all the new brothers. He was proud that Abel had handled the prospect period so well. He never complained and always did as he was told. He knew now though he needed to sit his son down and explain some things to him. He would wait though. Let his son have some fun for now.

"So how da ya feel?" Chibs asked his president's son.

"I'm great Chibs, I can't believe this day is finally here. Thank you so much for sponsoring me."

"Aye, it woulda been someone."

"Yeah, but it was you and with you being my dad's vice president it means so much more."

"Ya welcome." Chibs said patting Abel on his back as he walked away.

"So you going to get a beer?" Juice asked walking up to him.

There was something about Juice that always made him feel uncomfortable he just didn't know what it was. He nodded his head and walked over to the bar.

"Hit me up prospect." he said.

The beer was placed in front of him. He picked it up and as he was bringing it to his lips he looked around the clubhouse and was still amazed that he was actually here. This is something he has always dreamed of. The only thing missing for him was his mom. He knew that Tara hadn't been his biological mom. Wendy had made sure to tell him that as soon as Tara had been killed. But he knew his mom to be Tara and he loved and missed her so much. Looking across the room he noticed someone come into the clubhouse. It was like seeing a ghost. He slowly walked towards her.

As he got closer he realized it wasn't Tara but she had looked so much like his mom.

"Hey darling, how can I help you?" he asked the girl.

"Um.. yeah, I'm sorry I didn't know it was a party. My car broke down and I seen there were people here at the garage so I was hoping I could have someone tow my car."

"How did you get here?" he asked.

"I walked. It's a couple blocks from here."

"Come and sit down, you should rest. I will get the tow truck. Give me your keys and tell me about where you left it."

"I don't want to take you away from the party." she said.

"It's okay darling. It will be here when I get back."

"Okay." she said as she told him where here car was.

"Where you going son?" Jax asked.

"Uh.. well a girl came in and her car is broke down. She thought the garage was open since there were people here. She walked two blocks so I told her I'd go get it."
"You giving up celebrating your time to get a car?"

"I'll be back. You know the party will still be going on." Abel said smiling.

"She's real pretty dad." Thomas walked up to them saying.

"Oh yeah?" Jax said smiling.

"Yeah." Thomas said smiling.

"Shut up short stuff." Abel said to his brother smiling.

He looked up at his dad and he nodded then walked to the tow truck.

Jax watched his son and he turned to go into the clubhouse. He didn't want this girl to be confused with a croweater or sweetbutt to his brothers. He knew who it was as soon as he walked in. He had to hand it to Abel he had good taste. He reminded her of his Tara and he gave her a wistful look. She had long dark hair and when she looked around he seen a smile on her face that reminded him so much of the smile Tara had the first time he ever seen her walking down the hallway in high school. He knew now why Abel was wanting to impress this girl. He walked over to her.

"Hey hon, are you the girl waiting for her car to be towed?"

"Um.. yes," she said as she turned around to the voice. "Um.. I didn't catch the guys name but he went to get my car."

"His name is Abel Teller. I'm Jax Teller his father."

"Oh yeah, I can see the resemblance. I mean it's like looking at a younger you." she said then realizing what she said she started apologizing. "Not that you look old or anything. I'm sorry." Jax chuckled at her.

"Why don't you come with me. It's going to get a little wild in here soon. I don't think you want to be in here for that."

"Okay." she said blushing as she turned and seen a guy with a leather vest on sucking on a woman's nipple in front of everyone.

Jax chuckled once again and led her out the clubhouse door. He walked her over to the office.

"Mom, can you help this girl. Abel went to get her car towed."

Gemma looked up at Jax in question.

"She walked here from a couple of blocks where her car broke down."

Gemma made a face at Jax and he gave her one back letting her know to be nice.

"So what's your name sugar?" Gemma asked.

"Um.. it's Sara,"

"Sara, I'm Gemma."Gemma said to her then she told the girl to sit and that Abel would be back soon.

"Thank you." she looked up at Jax and said and he nodded at her and left to go out to meet his son when he came back.