Pinkfashionmaniaxoxoxoxo-- Twilight

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Georginas' POV

Dear diary,

I feel like I have been in a shell, as you know I have a vivid imagination and I think that imagining love and loss I decided that it wasn't worth the risk. I shielded myself from life the bad and the good, how do I open up and truly begin to live? Yesterday at school I was reading Romeo and Juliet and I thought of all the other literary characters who have risked everything for love and it got me thinking every myth has a source and maybe the fall would be worth it so I am determined to give it a try by for now

Georgina

"Yo bitch! Hurry up we're gonna be late again!" pulling a sour face I ran out of the door "whatever" Kat was standing in my driveway looking like a bird was nesting in her flame red hair. She was amazing though she could really help with a problem she kept everything light, very happy go lucky she calls it. Her lips twitched as she looked up and down my immaculate clothing, I never left the house without making sure I looked fab or as fab as you can get in a school uniform that equals drab. "I still don't see why you go through so much effort to look good for school" she said eying my hair in a bulldog clip with artificial curls spilling over the top of it "because I unlike some people take pride in my appearance" it's true I like the way I look, slim but curvy in all the right places, clear skin and a fashion sense. Katherine was short and small but bouncy and energetic. As we walked into the park my phone went off into the chorus of number one as I flicked it up "hey Shannon we've just got to the park, yeah Katherine was late again, tut tut, see you in a minute" grinning as I got off the phone we walked quickly chatting about our final GCSE year as we got to the passageway Shannon joined us "so Kat was late huh?" she sounded none of us kept the grins off our faces as we all knew that wasn't true "of course you aren't implying I was were you?" I inquired innocently. As we got to the school gates a guy walked into our view,

"Oh"

"My"

"God"

Our words said it all this guy had to be new I mean we would have noticed if he wasn't. He had this dark spiky hair that fell onto his face in today's style, and his pale skin made his dark eyes stand out.

"Who"

"Is"

"That?"

Shannon immediately pulled up a flirtatious smile and started fiddling with her hair and Katherine started murmuring under her breath "I already have a boyfriend and he is hot" me I looked at him and for the first time in my life my stomach flipped and my heart started racing. I turned round pointedly and went to find Coralie where we could have a good gossip. I went to my first period History, on one side of me was Katherine next to her was Shannon, on the other side was an empty space, the only empty space in the room. I held my breath as the door opened again, it seemed like an eternity until the H-O-T hot guy walked into the room and went up to the teachers desk, "hello I'm Nick I'm supposed to be in this class" his voice was soft and like velvet, "Class this is Nick he is new and I'm sure you'll make him welcome… take a seat Nick" Mr. Brown said indicating the seat next to me. "Now Year 11 we are going to carry on looking at…" his voice carried on and on until finally he set us the pair work, I glanced toward Kat and Shannon grinned anticipation knotting my stomach up. I turned slowly to face Nick; I turned slowly enough to see the envious looks on their faces clearly explaining that they would kill to be in my place. "Hi I'm Georgina welcome to Bishop Justus" I said smiling warmly holding out my hand, he just looked at it until I lowered it awkwardly. "Well anyway, it's possible that…" I didn't focus on what I was saying I drew the conclusions easily enough I looked at the serious but kind expression in Nicks dark eyes I had to fight not to lose myself in there depths, something clicked and he smiled small but sincere blushing I looked down at my book looking up from behind my naturally long thick lashes and asked "Well what do you think?" he looked thoughtful for a minute "that pretty much sums it up, wow, your really smart you know that" he smiled and I couldn't help but smile back, looking round I could see most of the girls in the class staring daggers at me. The lesson passed, he was in my geography class as well and yet again I was sitting by myself we carried on chatting, the only lesson of mine he wasn't in was my textiles and then all I did was talk about everything with Shannon, "for the first time in ages I feel upset that it's Friday except, I'm getting paid at work today, I love working in new look, the clothes and the discount, so how about swimming lunch then a mall crawl?"

"Sure why not, it's your turn to buy anyway" Shannon said smiling "Amy and Coralie will defiantly but Kat might not." Rolling our eyes at the memory of our last shopping trip where she pretended to be sick whenever we went into a shop, when I showed her a top I thought she should try on she pretended to die. We both grinned because anyone who knows Kat knows that she doesn't do girl stuff like shopping and makeovers. "well she will come for the morning and depending on the mood she's in she might want to come for the afternoon as well, but I need some new school shoes and exfoliater and that lot and It's Rebecca's birthday in a couple of days and we both know Kat hasn't got her a present yet" I say, we both laugh, the Bell rings and we both grab our stuff and run out of the classroom. When I got to my form room, which cute guy is in the seat next to me but Nick, "hey did you have a good fifth period?" I said smiling as I brushed my fringe back "great thanks" he replied, chatting through form while Miss handed out letters I found that I was getting drawn in and inadvertently flirting just a little, Nick was so mature and so kind he said he wanted to be a conservationist and campaign to save the rainforests and I told him I wanted to be a writer and write stories to raise awareness about the environment in books and newspapers. We clicked easily and when he realised this he pulled away withdrew from the conversation, I wasn't devastated but it would be lying if I said I wasn't upset because I really liked him but I was determined to forget it and enjoy the weekend.

I dived into the water loving the sensation of the water cooling my skin pulling me to its temperature enveloping me in a safe layer that reassured me that everything was at peace and I was whole. Coming up for air I saw Kat dip her toe into the water squeal and run away. She got dragged back and sat in the shallows before warming up and splashing with us. We chatted for hours. It was a routine, during the summer holidays I always go to Phoenix Arizona and spend five weeks there. There's this really nice girl there Bella who I get on with really well even though she's a year older, She's serious and likes books, plus she has always looked after her mum –who's really childish- and I have to look after my big sister because she was disabled. "Hey G are you with us or the fairies?" Coralie teased waving her hand slowly in front of my face, "huh sorry guys, I spaced out for a minute there." I saw them staring at me grinning, knowing they were about to tackle me I dived under and went to the weakest exit- Katherine. I resurfaced gasping for breath before diving again, I was chased until the wave machine came on and we all rode the waves back to the shallows before dolphin diving to the deep end again.

After that me and my friends went to KFC, I can imagine how it must have looked five friends arms linked, hair damp and laughing their heads off together. I guess I looked happy, and I felt content but there was always something missing but I didn't know what it was yet.