Chapter 1: When All Your Dreams Are Shattered

A/N: WE'RE BACK!! Hi everyone as you might have guessed we are back with a brand new story. This is the squeal to 'That's What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win'. Haven't read it yet? I would recommend you do otherwise you will be really confused lol. Ok, just to let you know we will only be able to update at the weekends from now on unless we have any other spare time because we both have loads of school work to do, so we're really sorry about that. This chapter is a bit emotional so you might want to have some tissues handy lol Anyways we'll stop rambling now and let you read the chapter. we hope you like it :)

Lindsey & Amy xxx

Disclaimer: Four stories later and we still don't own McFly. We will change that one day.


Lindsey's P.O.V

I rested my head against the car window and watched as the trees and bushes flew past. We've been driving all night. The sun was starting to rise lighting up the fields and valleys that we past on our way.

Amy was asleep leaning against me and George was sitting up smiling in his carry cot. The car turned into a deserted country lane and started to slow down. I could see a small house in the distance.

"We're nearly here now," one of the officers said.

I just nodded my head and went back to gazing out the window. It hasn't sunk in yet what they hell is going on. The guys should be home by now. They would have seen the house and what we did to it. They would think we were dead. Just the thought of them being in pain made a lump rise in my throat.

Suddenly the car pulled to a halt.

"We're here," the officer driving said unbuckling his seatbelt.

I nudged Amy.

"What?" she groaned rubbing her eyes.

"We're here now," I replied. My voice was almost a whisper.

Amy nodded and we both climbed out of the car.

We stood outside the car and looked up at the small house in front of us. The officers were already unpacking our stuff.

"It could be worse I suppose," Amy said.

"Yeah I guess," I replied as one of the officers walked towards me.

"Ok, this is your new home," he said handed me a set of keys, "there is a car in the garage, you may use that to get to the local shop which is about fifteen miles away if you need to, the house has been fully stocked with food and household items."

"Thanks a lot," I muttered and went back to the car to get George.

Amy's P.O.V

I pulled my note out of my pocket.

"Could you please pass this on to our families," I said handing it over to one of the officers.

"I'm not sure we can," he replied.

"You said we could so you will take this note and you will give it to my family and you better make sure you do because if you don't you'll have me on your arse for the rest of your life," I said firmly placing the note into his hand.

"I'll take care of it Miss Elliot," the officer replied, "anything else I can help you with?"

"That is all," I replied shortly turning away from him.

Lindsey came back into view holding George's carry cot.

"Come on then Lindz, we better get inside," I said as she walked towards me.

Lindsey nodded and we walked up to the front door.

Tom's P.O.V

"Here you go love," my mum said kindly placing a cup of tea in front of me.

"Thanks mum," I said smiling weakly at her.

"How are you feeling?" she asked sitting down beside me at the kitchen table.

"I don't know, I just feel so empty, I can't sleep, I can't do anything, I just fell like I'm living in one big nightmare," I replied, "I can't imagine what's it's like for Dougie and Harry, I don't know what I would have done if we couldn't stay here."

"Oh don't worry about that Tom, you can all stay as long as you like," my mum assured me, "have you heard from Holly and Becca?"

"Yeah, Holly's at her parents and Becca is staying with her boyfriend, they'll be ok," I said sipping some of my tea, "I'm really worried about Dougie, he won't come out of his room and he won't let any of us near him, he won't eat, he won't drink, it's like he's just given up completely, I hate seeing him like this."

"How's Harry getting on?" my mum asked.

"He's a bit better, he'll let me in to see him but he's the same as Dougie really and Danny just doesn't know what the hell to do," I replied burying my face in my hands.

"It'll get better I promise," my mum said hugging me tightly.

"I hope so," I whispered.

Amy's P.O.V

I sat down on my new bed and looked around at my new room. I hated it. I hated the colour of the walls, I hated the carpet and I hated everything. I left my stuff in a pile on the floor. I refuse to unpack any of it, I'm certain that I'm not staying long so why bother.

I got up and left my room. I walked across the hallway to Lindsey's room. I knocked on her door and went in.

"Hey, are you ok Lindz?" I asked. She was standing over a wooden crib in one corner of her room. She looked up as I walked towards her.

"Yeah I guess," she replied glancing back into the crib.

I nodded and sat down on her bed. Her room looked just like mine but it was slightly bigger because of all the baby stuff. As I glanced around the room something caught my eye. In one corner was a huge CD rack. It was filled from top to bottom with CDs.

"I wonder if they bothered to stack anything decent," I said walking over to the rack.

"I wouldn't bet on it," Lindsey replied.

I scanned the rows of CDs looking for something half decent. It wasn't too bad. Then I saw a pink CD case sticking out at the bottom of the row.

I pulled it out and took it over to Lindsey.

"Look at this," I exclaimed shoving the CD under her nose, "it's a 'Silent Interruption' album. Why the hell would we want to listen to that!"

(A/N: 'Silent Interruption' is Amber and Madison's band and they are enemies with Lindsey and Amy's band 'Lyon Estate', just encase you didn't know already lol)

Lindsey wordlessly took the CD from me and pulled out the disc. She handed the case back to me and then gave the disc to George.

"There you go George, you can play with that, mummy doesn't mind if you want to bite it or break it," she said happily.

I smiled and threw the case across the room. It hit the wall and broke in half.

I looked down into the crib at George. He was trying the bite the disc.

"I don't think he's going to do much damage," I laughed, "he hasn't got any teeth."

Lindsey shrugged and removed the disc from George's mouth.

"Oh well, I'll just have to do it myself then," she said and then snapped the disc in half. She then proceeded to throw it out of the window. She then returned to the crib looking pleased with herself.

"Ok, now that's sorted out, come on let's go and watch a film or something, he'll be fine," I said pulling Lindsey away from the crib.

She nodded and followed me downstairs to our living room. We crashed on the red sofa and faced each other.

"I hate this place," Lindsey said.

"Me too," I replied.

"I want to go home, this sucks, I just want to go back to how everything was before all this happened," Lindsey said pulling her knees up to her chest.

"So do I," I replied, "I miss them all so much."

Tom's P.O.V

I pulled on a clean t-shirt and left my room. I walked down the hallway and knocked softly on Dougie's door. I didn't get an answer.

I pushed the door open slowly. The room was in darkness. I shuffled carefully over to the bed. I could see the rough outline of Dougie curled up on his bed.

"Dougie?" I said softly sitting down beside him.

I didn't get an answer.

"It's going to be ok Dougie," I whispered.

Suddenly Dougie's sob's filled the air.

"Dougie, it's ok, I'm here for you mate," I said holding back my own tears. I had to stay strong.

"I can't do it Tom," Dougie sobbed, "I can't do it without them."

"I know, it's ok," I whispered, I couldn't hold them in anymore I let my own tears fall freely down my face.

"No Tom, you don't know what it's like!" Dougie shouted angrily, "I've just lost my wife and my son!"

"I'm so sorry Dougie, your right I don't know what it's like, I'm just trying to help you," I replied.

Dougie sat up and pulled his knees up to his chest. I hugged him tightly so he couldn't push me away.

"We'll get through this, we still have each other," I said, "look I'm going to go and see Danny now, I'll come back later."

I felt Dougie nod into my shoulder. I pulled away from him and stood up.

"I'll see you later mate," I said and left his room. I shut the door behind me and wiped away my tears. I carried on down the hallway to Danny's room. I knocked and then went in. Danny's bed was empty. He must have gone downstairs already.

I passed Harry's room quietly. He's probably still asleep. I'll come back and see him later.

I walked back down the stairs. I crossed the hallway and went back into the kitchen. Danny was sitting at the table starring at a CD that was propped up in front of him.

I went over and stood behind him.

"What's that Dan?" I asked.

"It's a replacement for the Linkin Park CD that I broke," Danny replied in a low voice, "I never got the chance to give it to Amy."

Suddenly Danny burst into tears.

I sat down beside him.

"Come on Danny, we'll get through this," I said patting his back.

"I know," Danny sobbed, "I just miss them so much."

"So do I, every minute that passes is slowly ripping my heart in two, because it's a minute longer that they haven't been with us," I said feeling fresh tears slide down my face.

"What are we going to do?" Danny asked wiping his face with his hands.

"I don't know at the minute but we have to stay strong for Dougie and Harry," I replied.

"Your right," Danny agreed, "we have to be strong for them, if we get through this, it'll only be because we stuck together."

I nodded,

"We'll find a way to get through this."

Later that night

Lindsey's P.O.V

I curled up on the sofa and flicked through the channels on the TV. Just as I settled on 'Will and Grace' Amy walked back into the room carrying two glass bottles. She set them down on the coffee table.

"What's that?" I asked.

"Rum," she replied pulling the corks out the bottles. She handed me one, "drink up."

"What about George?" I replied.

"He's out for the night, don't worry, I'll sort him out if he wakes up," Amy replied.

"So this is the master plan," I said holding up my bottle of rum, "we're just going to sit here and drink rum for the rest of our lives until somebody comes to get us."

"Yeah, pretty much," Amy replied, "unless you've got a better one."

I shook my head and took a swig of the rum,

"Drink up me 'earties. Yo ho."