A/N-Hello there! I'm really bored and ….sad. One of my best friends moved away today. I really only knew her for a few months but I would give anything for her. She also was the one who introduced me to shonen ai, and for that, I need to thank her. I mean, think of how sad of a person I would be without my cute fluffy shonen ai! It would be insane…Needless to say, this one is dedicated to Asake-chan. I luff yew!
A silver-haired stood on the beach watching the moon gently glide across the sky. He couldn't sleep that night so he was taking a walk and trying to clear his mind…
Riku's Thoughts…The way he looks at her, it's really……sweet. So sweet, it's disgusting. And that dumb smirk of his, the way his eyes of ocean blue watch her every move, I can almost feel the emotion coming from him… even though it's not for me. But why should I care? We are all friends but she doesn't know him as well as she thinks she dose, so how could she return his feelings? Isn't it ironic? I've known him forever and he's never wanted a girlfriend before. He's never needed anything like that! All he's ever needed was a friend, then some cute chick comes along, and he's already forgotten me. I've been there for him, not her…I guess it's sorta my fault, I mean, after all these years I'm just starting to realize these…feelings. It never crossed my mind until the girl came, so I guess I owe her for that. I'm starting to admit to myself that I might like him as more than just my best friend… I might just love him. How sick is that! He would hate me if he ever knew how I really felt! He would disown me as a friend and I would lose the only thing that brings joy to my life… Why the hell am I so upset? Why is my face so hot and why are my eyes blurring with tears? Am I crying? I can't believe that I'm shedding tears for that… that… that angel………that's proof enough for me, I must love him.
What's that noise? It sounds almost like footsteps in the sand. Oh no, don't let it be him, please don't let it be him. Great. Why is he just standing there starring at me? Oh right, I'm still crying aren't I? Damn it. What's he doing now? Why is he so close and why dose he look so upset? Even so, his hair is blowing so nicely in the night wind and his eyes are shinning with the spirit of the sea that they resemble. Wait, why are his eyes sparkling like that? And, what is that stupid grin that is tugging at his lips? Why is he brushing a lock of hair from my face and why is stomach tying itself in knots and my face burning at his touch? Damn it, now I can feel that stupid smile pulling at my lips. Why is he blushing now and …why…is he …so….close? Why-
A/N- OMG! What happened? It's up to you and your sick twisted little mind. But really, how many different ways can you see this going( don't be a pervert!). R&R (or I'll hunt you down and rape you…0-o… just kidding…) smiles
