Chapter 1:

Disclaimer: This is a rewrite of Ayshen's story True Love basically except mine and somebody else's version clashed so check out Ay's True Love for the original! It rocked and I love it so seriously go check that one out!

A/N: I haven't decided how long this was after she "died" let me think and probably next chapter you'll know!

He had just gotten into a fight with his girlfriend.

No more would he jeopardize her life just so they could be together.

They had been on this crazy roller coaster for quiet some time now and today he officially put it to an end.

He walked into the bar and sat down.

Not much of a regular to Jakes.

He's been there once or twice maybe twenty times but he was the type to go home and drink his own six pack and kick back on the couch but it was lonely there tonight.

He rubbed his hands over his head.

The tears that filled her eyes when he told her it was over.

The pain it caused her heart.

He felt it.

He felt it all and deep down he wanted to cry those tears for her.

He wanted the pain to go away and take her back in his arms.

But he couldn't and wouldnt let himself do that.

Not now.

Her mother was right.

He lived a dangerous life style that almost got her killed.

Not once but twice and what would he have done if she had been killed?

How could he live with himself?

He always told himself that nobody would ever get hurt again because of his work when he lost his child with Courtney.

Even though he didn't know until after she miscarried he always wondered what if he had a nine to five job instead of this life style?

"Can I have another one Coleman?" Jason asked the bartender.

Him and Coleman went way back as well but they didn't talk about the history.

"Sure thing Morgan." Coleman said passing him a bottle.

He sat there and thought some more.

How could people just leave the one they supposively loved?

How come the people that wanted to be together got torn away from each other?

Love sure was a crazy thing and complicated at that.

One by one did people leave the bar.

It was a random Wednesday at that so maybe that was the reason why.

"Whats wrong?" A voice said as they sat down beside him.

He looked over.

It was Elizabeth.

"Nothing." He simply answered.

"Something is wrong. Or else you would be home with Sam." Liz replied.

He just looked at her.

"Oh you guys dont go out this week?" She asked.

They were forever on and off again.

"We are broken up for good." Jason said.

"How'd you do it?" He said looking at her.

"Do what?" she asked him.

"Leave Lucky like there was no love ever there?" Jason asked her.

"How did Emily and Nikolas part like there was no love there?" he continued on.

"How does Carly and Sonny part every six weeks like theres nothing there!" He said getting frustrated.

"Okay well it was painful for me and Lucky. But he was doing drugs and I couldn't deal with it. Sort of like with you and Courtney. She couldn't deal with your lifestyle." Liz began.

"As for Nikolas and Emily well Nikolas fell in love with somebody else as Emily could no longer love him because she got rape from a look-a-like." Liz continued on.

"Now as for Carly and Sonny who the hell knows! I dont think even god knows that one!" She said as he smiled.

"Yeah I guess you are right." He replied.

"Yeah so if you and Sam are really over its going to be hard on both parts but you'll get through it Jason I know you will." Liz said before hearing her name.

"Patrick is waiting. If you ever need anything let me know." she said before walking away.

She was right he'd give her that much.

An hour later with some bottles in front of him empty as well as the bar he heard his name.

"What?" he said to the person.

"What the hell are you doing!" he heard somebody exclaim.

"Drinking. You?" he said looking over to his right and seeing blonde hair and blue eyes staring him down.

"Why arent you home yet?" The blonde asked him.

"I've had way too much to drink!" Jason said out loud shaking his head.

This could not be possible.

She was dead.

"You think?" she said sarcastically.

"Courtney!" Jason exclaimed.

"What!" She yelled back.

"You are dead. So in other words you are a figment of my imagination or just in my dream and Im passed out on my couch!." Jason said nodding his head.

"Morgan an I in your dream too cause I see Daisy as well." Coleman said not believing his eyes.

"Shut up Coleman. Lets go Jason!" Courtney said standing up and trying to get him to stand up with her.

He woke up the next morning on his couch.

He was breathing heavily.

"That really was a weird dream!" Jason said wiping his hands over his face.

He looked down at the bottom of the couch and felt somebody but didn't see a face.

He pulled back the covers smoothly and was shocked.

"Am I dreaming now!" He asked himself.

"Mmm?" the voice said laying there as she slowly opened her eyes.

"Courtney?" Jason said.

"Are we having a head ache?" she asked as she sat up.

"This cant be happening!" Jason stated looking at her.

"Whats wrong Jase?" She asked him scared.

"You really arent here! This is my imagination." Jason said as he sat there.

"Baby what is wrong!" She said scared.

"Courtney you arent real." Jason said thinking this would get him away.

"What! What are you talking about Jason?" Courtney asked him confused.

"What are you doing here?" he asked her.

"I leave him with you!" she exclaimed.

"No you are dead!" he said back to her.

"I am not! Im healthy. Me and the baby." she said looking at him.

"This is not a good joke." Jason said to himself.

"Who's joking?" Courtney asked him.

"Jason? What is wrong with you?" Courtney asked him.

"Courtney you are dead! You died! We lost our baby." he said as tears poured out of her eyes.

He looked at her.

She seemed a little too real for a ghost.

He placed his arm around her and pulled her closer.

He held her tight until she stopped.

"We lost our baby?" she asked him silently.

"Yes." he replied in a whisper.

"When?" she asked him.

"When Alcazar took you." Jason said.

"Alcazar hasnt took me." Courtney said pulling away.

"Carly is missing Jason but Im not." Courtney said looking at him.

He finally came to the fact that she was indeed alive but missing a huge chuck of her past.

"What is today Courtney?" Jason asked her.

"July 14, 2003." she said looking at him as he could not believe it.

A/N: I know it's a lot like Ayshen's believe me I was half tempted not to write it but IDK I did anyway with sissies permission of course:D. Let me know what you think! Read and review please!