The crowd was going crazy. You could feel the ground shaking waiting for the band to come on stage. As I observed the crowd, my gaze locked on the most beautiful green eyes. Right away, I had to get to know her. I started to walk closer, holding eye contact, when suddenly she smirked. She mouthed "find me." then turned and quickly disappeared into the crowd. All my attempts to find her were in vain.
"Where the hell have you been?" My best friend asked when I finally returned. I gave her a sad smile and said "Well Dinah, I went searching for someone and, as you can see, I kinda didn't find them."
My best friend got a smile on her face. "Awe my little Mila has a crush on someone. Was he hot? What'd he look like? She questioned, but I didn't answer.
As you can tell I haven't exactly told her I'm not into guys.
A little while later the band decided to finally come. I can't say I like the 1975 that much. I'm only here because the tickets were free. I decided i'd danced my ass of anyways.
During the song "Sex" I saw her again. I ran after her, grabbed her wrist and turned her towards me. At first she had a confused look on her face, as soon as she saw me she smiled and said "About fucking time."
The green eye'd girl pulled me away from the crowd to a secluded area where there were 5 other people. I assume were her friends.
"So what is your name love?" One of the guys sitting down asked me in a British accent. Before I could even answer green eyes spoke. "Don't. No names tonight." The guy laughed and then turned his attention back to the girl next to him.
"So if we're not exchanging names what do I call you?" I asked the extremely beautiful girl standing next to me. She answered quickly. "Whatever you want babe." Hearing her call me babe gave me butterflies in my stomach. "Okay how about plant green eyes attack you? I asked jokingly. Everyone laughed at my failed joke.
Before anyone could say anything Dinah came walking up. "Jesus mila you gave me a heart attack I thought you got lost again." She said looking around observing the group I was with. "Who are they?" She asked me making eye contact now. "Well I don't really know their names but this is plant green eyes." I gesture towards her. Dinah nods her head. "Sup." The green eyed beauty laughs. Just as she's about to speak one of the other girls stands up. "Lauren can we please go now. This is lame as fuck."
Lauren.. The green eyes name is Lauren. "Fuck Karma didn't I just say no names." She angrily says to the other girl. "Hey it's okay.. My names Camila by the way." Lauren looked back at me and smiles. "I'm gonna call you Camz. That okay babe?" Dinah gets a confused look on her face. "Babe!? What the hell is going on now?" I sigh. "Dinah, Remember I was searching for someone?" She nodded her head yes. "Well Lauren was that person..." If Dinah was confused before she sure as hell is even more confused now. "I thought you said it was a guy?" I let a nervous laugh out. "No. You just kinda assumed that." No one spoke for a second until Karma decided to open her mouth again. "Dude Jay is at an awesome party. Can we please go? They have lots of "cookies"." The way she said cookies makes me believe she's not talking about cookies...
They all agreed to go to this party expect Lauren. She hadn't said yes or no yet. The group was about to leave and, she asked us to go. Of course I accepted the offer. Dinah on the other hand quickly said no that we needed to get home. I assured Lauren I didn't, but Dinah was more than welcome to leave.
On the car ride to the party I sat next to Lauren. We didn't talk, but about halfway through the ride she grab a hold of my hand intertwining our fingers. I have never felt this nervous in my life. Every time she looks at me I feel like the most like i'm going to explode, every little touch makes me smile. I've known this girl for less than two hours and i'm already never wanting to lose her.
We arrived to the party about 20 minutes later. It was rather small. I think I finally know what "cookies" meant, The minute we arrived Karma went over to a table and did a line of coke. Everyone followed including Lauren. I watched the girl snort the line like it didn't have the possibility of killing her. She offered some me some when she was done.
"Oh no I don't do drugs." I declined. She bit her lip and gave a little smirk. "Come on just try it Camz." I mean how could I say no when that face is offering me something.. So I did it.. After I did my line the guy from the concert handed me a drink. A while later Lauren and I started dancing to the music. Jon Bellions Overwhelming was playing, and as we were dancing she started singing to me.
Yeah, I think I got one
And every single little thing about her is so
Overwhelming
Everything about you is so overwhelming
When I think about you, it gets overwhelming
Cause everything about you is so overwhelming
Come over here and overwhelm me
The song stopped and we were face to face inches apart. I saw her staring at my lips. I glanced down at hers and saw her lick her lips. She then started to lean in. Me never being kissed had no idea what I was doing. The moment her lips hit mine I swear I died and went to heaven. I thought everyone around us could she sparks flying. We fit together like we were made for each other. Our lips moved together perfectly. Her hands found my hips gripping them tightly. I was honestly shocked by it so I gasped a little. We pulled apart for just a second to catch a breath but reconnected our lips instantly. She started to move one of her hands to the small of my back. Her fingers were cold and it gave me goosebumps but I loved the feeling. She pulled back and had yet another sexy smirk on her face. She looked towards the stairs and then nodded her head that way and started walking to them. I had a feeling she wanted me to follow so I did.
We reached a bedroom and just sat on the bed in silence.
"Look Camz I really wanna fuck you." She says in husky voice. I stayed silent not knowing what to say. It's not that I didn't want to. "Lauren I'm sorry but I can't." As I spoke she laid back on the bed. "Camz please babe. I need to feel you" She tugged at me to lay next to her. We laid there for not even 30 seconds before she rolled over and climbed atop of me. " Again I want to fuck you." Maybe it was the drugs and booze in me, A sober me would have said no. "Then do it." The smile that was on her face now was like when a kid on Christmas morning. She wasted no time attacking my lips. "Stand up." She commanded. She climb off of me so I could get up. I stood in front of her as she sat on the bed. Her hands found my hips, and she just held them there. "Your nervous aren't you Camz?" Hearing her voice calmed me little. "Yeah I guess I am." She smiled a toothy smile. "Awe babe why?" I tried my hardest not to make eye contact with her but failed as I spoke. "Well I just wanted my first time to be with someone I loved.." Hearing that must have set her off cause the look on her face was just pure joy. "Camz you might not realize it now, but by the end of the night you're gonna be in love with me. Trust me." I looked down at her. My hands cupped her face. "I do." I leaned down and pressed a small kiss on her lips.
"Fuck." I moaned, gripping the sheets on the bed tightly, as she bit down on my right erect nipple then releasing it and moving on to the other. Lauren continued this for awhile before she started moving down towards my most sensitive spot. Leaving trails of kisses all the way down. She motioned for me to lift up a little so she can remove my last piece of clothing. She took a moment to just take in my whole naked body. She spoke in a low voice, I could barely hear. "Fuck you are beautiful." The way she was looking at me made me even more wet than I already was. I felt her fingers slide over my center quickly.
"Fuck. Lauren." I yelled all at once. She laughed at me before doing it again a few times. "Say you love me Camz." I had no idea why she wanted me to say that. We just met. I mean maybe I do though. I've always been a sucker for love at first sight stories. Everything they describe I feel for her now.
"Lauren, Please I am begging you to fuck me now." I was surprised at how much I wanted this, I think Lauren was too. She sat up and whispered in my ear. "Say you love me." Lauren did exactly as I asked. She leans down and connects our lips as she pushes one finger into me. She starts pumping it in and out at a slow pace, I didn't realize how much I was moaning. She added another finger quickening the pace and that is when I lost it. I was screaming her name. Her mouth was all over my body leaving marks wherever it landed. I didn't last long but we went a few rounds that night. Well she did. She didn't let me touch her no matter how hard I tried.
As I was calming down from our last moment together. I let it slip again. "I love you Lauren." She just smiled and said "I know Camz. I know." and that is the last thing I remember before falling asleep.
As I start to wake up I feel around and notice the bed is empty. As I sit up I recall the entire evening. The drugs the booze the first kiss the sex and the I love you. Even now being sober I feel the same I know for a fact I am in love with Lauren. As I start to crawl out of bed I see a note on her pillow. I pick it up and read.
Camz
So as you can see I left this morning. I didn't want to wake you because let's be real this conversation would be awkward in person considering you're in love with me and everything. Last night was fun. I haven't fucked a innocent girl like you in a while but that's all it was to me. You mean nothing to me but a fuck. I'm going to ask you nicely to leave the house without speaking to me on your way out oh btw i'm downstairs eating Karma out:) It wasn't love babe it was lust learn the difference;)
Yours Truly
Lauren Michelle Jauregui
She played me... Thought I was chasing love.. I was only chasing a ghost.
1 year later
Camila pov
"MOM! IT'S HERE!" I yelled as I ran into the house with the large envelope in my hand slipping on the way in. Of course running isn't my strong suit, well actually anything that involves moving. I jumped up off the floor and walked the rest of the way to my mother who was sitting at the kitchen table. "Look mom! Can you open it? I'm nervous." I shoved the object in my hand at her, and she looked up. "You know when it's big that mean good things." I nodded yes to her. "I know mom but what if to reject me they sent a big "I don't want you note." As I spoke my mother grabbed my hand. "They would be stupid to not want you sweetheart, but if you insist on me opening it, I will because I love you." I closed my eyes as I heard the paper ripping. "Oh honey i'm sorry." I opened them quickly and saw my mom frowning. "What!?" My mother frown turned into a smile. "I'm sorry because you won't be living with your father and I anymore. Like I said dear they would be stupid to reject you." I started to jump up and down screaming in joy. "I did it! I can't believe i'm going to The U!" My mother laughed. "Calm down now don't wake your sister up from her nap." I did as she said. " I gotta call Malia." I grabbed my phone and ran up stairs. I dialed her number.
Malia-Hey you..
Camila- BABE GUESS WHAT!?
Malia- Fuck. You literally just made me lose hearing in my ear.
Camila- Oh shut up you're fine. Now the reason I called you. I got rejected…
M- Awe i'm sorr.. Wait why the hell are you excited about that?
C- Because now I can move to LA with you.
After a long moment of silence from my kinda girlfriend sighed.
M- As fun as that sounds I think it would be awkward with my girlfriend you and me living together considering she doesn't know i've been sleeping with you for the past four months.
C- I know. I know. Do you realize how hard it is being your side bitch?
M- You're more than just a side chick babe.
C- If that was true you'd leave her and stay here in Miami with me while I go to my dream school.
M- I can't just.. Wait I thought you got rejected.
I laughed as I heard her.
C- I might have lied but in all reality I kinda did by you.
As i'm talking to her I hear my phone beeps signaling I have a text. I ignore it.
M- Hey don't be like that you know I love you….
C- Uhhhh. Lia. You and your feelings suck.
M- Camila. You know you love me too so shut up.
My phones beeps again multiple times
C- Look I just called to tell you I got accepted and that I want you to come over to celebrate. Will you?
M- Of course baby. Be there soon.
We exchanged goodbyes and then hung up. I decided to check to see who was blowing up my phone.
Unknown number- 3:42pm
Camz;)
Unknown number- 3:49pm
CAAAAMMMMZZZZZ
Unknown number- 3:53pm
We fucked a year ago today. Wanna go again?;)
Unknown number- 3:54pm
I sure do.
Unknown number- 3:56pm
Let me come over.
Unknown number- 3:57pm
It's Lauren btw:)
How the hell did she ever get my number. I didn't even know how to respond to someone you hate with every being in your body.
Lauren pov
Camz- 4:03pm
Fuck you.
I guess I should have seen that coming. I mean I did make the girl think she was in love with me just to fuck her. Don't get me wrong I felt like shit about it. I mean there was something different about Camila. Normally I don't think about my one night stands ever again, but I've thought about her every single day since that night. Today being the 1 year anniversary of our hook up made me want to start fighting to get her into my life again. I started by stalking her on Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, and Instagram. Knowing she will just blocked me I haven't followed or requested her. A knock on my door brings me out of my thoughts.
"Come in." I yell to whoever is on the other side of the door. They do as I say. "Hey. When Karma gets out of the shower can you tell her that i'm going to my mom's to pick something up and i'll be back in like two hours." My roommate's girlfriend asked me. I answered in an annoyed tone. "Thank you." She turned and left my room.
Almost three hours later I emerged from my cave to find Karma sitting on the couch crying. "What's wrong?" Not that I really care. She holds a sob back for a second and motions to the phone in her hand. " I don't understand Karm." Again she stops sobbing for only a second. "She… Cheating… On.. Me" and the tears came flooding down. At this point I can't really go back to my room without coming off as a shitty friend. I guess i'm stuck listening to her cry like a dying whale. "How do you know?" The red head handed me the phone. The screen shows a bunch of texts to a girl named Karla. "Look I don't think you have a thing to worry about no one hot is named Karla." Karma grabs the phone from me and scrolls up till she reaches a picture then hands it back. I glance at it and realize who the babe on the screen is.
Fuck. Karla is Camila. "Yeah she's hot isn't she? Like where the hell did they even meet?" It hits me that Karm doesn't remember meeting Camz. I can't even speak i'm shocked. "Laur you okay? I'm the one that got cheated on and you look like you've seen a ghost." I turn to my roommate and tell her i'm fine and rush off to my room with the phone.
What if I texted her from Malia's phone she would talk to me then. As i'm thinking this a text pops up from Karla.
Karla-7:56pm
Thank you for coming over to celebrate. I had fun;) xoxo
I really shouldn't but what's the worst that can happen.
Camila pov
Malia-8pm
I need you to meet me at News Cafe now.
Not really understanding why she wants to meet right after we just hung out. We've never hung out outside of my house before, but I get ready any way and make my way to the cafe.
For a Wednesday night the place was pretty busy. I looked for Malia but couldn't find her instead I see the devil herself. Lauren Jauregui. It's been one year since I had to see those eyes. As soon as she saw me she was got up and walked towards me. I ran out of there so fast but of course I tripped and fell. Lauren quickly got to my side.
"Are you okay?" She asked acting like she was concerned about my well being. Offering her hand to help me up. I pushed it away and got up myself noticing bloody scrapes on my legs. "Fuck you." I turned to walk away but stopped and glanced back at her. She was holding a note that said Camz on it. Before I can say anything she holds it out for me to take. I hesitate but eventually take it. Looking at her for a brief second before turning away and going home with the note held tightly in my hand not knowing if I will actually read it.
I went straight to my room with the note and sat on my bed staring at it for what felt like hours, but in reality it was like 5 minutes. I picked at the seal a little but couldn't get myself to open it all the way. I set it in the drawer next to my bed and went downstairs to get something to drink. I can't help but think about her now. About how she just decided now to come back into my life. I know it's stupid because we only spent one night together but I really believed I loved her and seeing her today didn't help. Those eyes just are so captivating. I could have starred in them for days and those lips.. I was pulled from my thought by my phone going off. I had a text.
Dinah-9:01pm
Mila my mom told me that your mom said that you got accepted.. Congrats I guess ill be seeing you in the fall:)
Camila-9:04pm
DINAH! OH MY GOD YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM TO HEAR FROM YOU AND TO KNOW WE WILL BE GOING TOGETHER!
Dinah-9:07pm
Chill… No need to yell at me geeze. We don't talk for a few months and you come at me yelling… jkjk. I'm just as excited.
Camila-9:09pm
OH MY GOD. I thought you were serious for a second. Lol. About the whole not talking im sorry about that. I just wasn't in a good place.
Dinah- 9:11pm
It's all water under the bridge. Let's get coffee in the morning. I'll be there at 10 no questions.
Camila- 9:13
Okay goodnight D.
I set my phone down and then got the courage to read Lauren note. I grabbed it from the drawer and opened it.
Camz….
Words can't describe how sorry I am for what I did last year. I know you probably will never forgive me but I need you to know if I could I would go back and not have left you alone in my bed. I should have stayed I realize that now. Back then I was just looking to sleep with whoever I could.. When I saw you in that crowd I could tell you were innocent. The way you got wide eyed when you first saw me. It was literally the cutest look ever. I wish I would have been sober to appreciate it more. It's only a faint memory but I have replayed that memory every day since. This is something i've never been able to say so i'm writing it instead. I didn't only leave because you were just a fuck Camz I left because when I woke I could feel myself falling for you. I felt like I could get use to waking up next to you naked in my bed;) OH and you're probably wondering how I knew you were gonna be at that cafe.. Turns out your "girlfriend" is my roommate's girlfriend. Small world huh? Anyway I took her phone and texted you… now back to the important part. I'm not trying to ruin your happiness. I just want you to know i'm sorry. So Camz is it too late now to say sorry? (cue the Justin Bieber song)
-Lauren Jauregui
