Why?!
I thought we were happy. I thought that we were Happy, that we can do everything as long we had each other. I though, that was enough that we love each other. But it seems that I was wrong.
If I were right then wouldn't he, my boyfriend, my lover, stand on the balcony rail at our Apartment and looked down on the street. Nobody had seen him yet. We live in the 14th floor.
I just came home from work. It was dark in our apartment and I thought that he is still at Armins place. But as I went in the kitchen to drink something I saw a piece of paper on the table. I took it in my hand and read what was written on it. 'I'm sorry'
I was confused and didn't know what that means. I began to panic that he would left me. That he had someone else. So I wanted to run to our bed room to look if his things are gone or not. But then I saw him on the balcony rail and run to the balcony.
"What are you doing Eren?" I shouted. "Come down there to me." But he ignored me. "Eren please come to me don't jump." Then Eren turned to me but didn't come down. He looked at me for a moment then he began to smile, not that happy smile that I loved so much, a sad smile. He opened his mouth to speak to me. "I'm sorry Levi." Then he let himself fall slowly backwards. I run to him and tried to grip something from him. But I was a second to late. And all I could do was to watch in horror as he fell and crashed on the road.
My eyes filled with tears as I saw his lifeless body on the ground. I cried, I screamed and could only ask my self "why?"
A/N:
I just had to write this…. I don't know why..
