Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or "Decode" by Paramore.


These past few weeks have been torture. I used to be best friends with Quil, we used to go cliff diving, hang out at the beach, and spend our free time together. But then he changed, he started hanging out with Sam's gang, disappearing for hours, and worst of all avoiding me. I really miss him but I'm too proud to ask him to come back. Sometimes, I'm confused, sometimes angry, and all the time hurt. I blame myself, maybe I did something, maybe he's mad at me, maybe...

I seem to keep going in circles in my head, mostly full of maybes and what-ifs. I passed him in the halls the other day and I swear, he was...different. It's hard to put your finger on it, like spending your whole life in a room, leaving and coming back to find someone had been there, you feel like they changed something, moved something out of place, but despite your best efforts, you find nothing wrong.

I knew there was something about Quil that was not the same...

...I used to know you so well...


Just a little drabble. If anyone's interested, I have created a poll on what anime/manga community I should make so please check out my profile. Thanks!~